What would you say? What would you do?

What if your beloved came to you today?

Apologizing for contributing to your pain because he/she walked away.

As your beloved continued to explain, they expressed the their own internal pain. 

All the time they stayed away from you, they were confused, afraid and did not know what to do.  In their words, they told you outright, that the time away from you they were experiencing an internal fight. 

Their ego was strong and they thought it was real.

But their heart and soul did not offer much appeal.

So they continued to grow and go the other way.

While you grieved and cried day after day. 

Now they are here, right in front of you.

So tell me dear friend what are you going to do? 

When they tell you all the things your heart and soul knew you would hear. 

Will you run?  Will you stay?  There is much more my dear!

 

“I love you so much, I was so confused. 

I am so sorry for staying away from you. 
I always thought of you day and night. 
I wanted to see if these feelings were right. 
So I went off and lived and had a ball. 
I never intended to hurt you at all. 
There were things that I needed to experience without you. 
If we were together, you would have shown me what to do. 
I would never have grown if you were around. 
Please try to innerstand what I am saying to you know. 
I always felt you and longed to have you close. 
But my ego and pride is what I listened to most. 
I struggled each moment to stay away. 
I’m just telling the truth, but there is more I have to say. 
It appeared to be happy and living it up,
But deep down inside my heart was fucked up! 
I longed for you, cried for you, grieved just as much as yours did.  
We are connected forever sweet beloved, in a great energetic love power grid. 
My time away has helped me to grow. 
Now I am strong enough to let know. 
I am ready for this mission, for our love to shine bright. 
You see, the time away from you was not taken out of spite. 
It was part of the plan, it’s all in God’s hands. 
Now we are both ready for Divine Union.”

So what would you say, what would you do?

If your beloved said all of this to you?