I think and feel like I am growing.......growing spiritually........things come to me........make sense to me in ways that they never did before..........paths open up...........could it be that I am more intuitive?............could it be the Violet Flame?..............Oshun?.............my ancestors?..............
What ever it is............I am grateful and welcoming of it.............alas I have found peace within my connection.........within my psychic tension...........if only I could start meditating..........I could not even imagine what would be revealed to me........
Could that be what I fear? Hmmmm......it could very well be......just the mere thought of it is fascinating.....mind boggling and scary at the same time........our minds are so limited......so conditioned........so very well trained..........
It feels like I am breaking down the limits...........breaking down everything that I believe to be true.....everything that holds my world together......
What would you do, what would you think, how would you feel if you came to the enlightened realization that everything you were ever taught, everything that you know is incorrect? What would your reaction be if you learned that everything you ever thought was impossible in life was very possible and could be?
My world is breaking down and this is exactly what is happening to me.....as scary and unbelievable as it sounds.......I am eager and excited for the opportunity to experience, learn, feel, grow and submit.........
I feel like a Phoenix.....feels like I am nearing the end of this phase of my life-cycle.......the phase of doubt.......phase of fear.........like a Phoenix, I am building my nest of painful emotions, memories and thoughts which I will ignite; like a Phoenix both my nest and I will burn fiercely and reduced to ashes, from which a new, wiser Juicah will arises, reborn anew to live again........watch out.........you may need to strap yourself in for this.............(lol)
What ever it is............I am grateful and welcoming of it.............alas I have found peace within my connection.........within my psychic tension...........if only I could start meditating..........I could not even imagine what would be revealed to me........
Could that be what I fear? Hmmmm......it could very well be......just the mere thought of it is fascinating.....mind boggling and scary at the same time........our minds are so limited......so conditioned........so very well trained..........
It feels like I am breaking down the limits...........breaking down everything that I believe to be true.....everything that holds my world together......
What would you do, what would you think, how would you feel if you came to the enlightened realization that everything you were ever taught, everything that you know is incorrect? What would your reaction be if you learned that everything you ever thought was impossible in life was very possible and could be?
My world is breaking down and this is exactly what is happening to me.....as scary and unbelievable as it sounds.......I am eager and excited for the opportunity to experience, learn, feel, grow and submit.........
I feel like a Phoenix.....feels like I am nearing the end of this phase of my life-cycle.......the phase of doubt.......phase of fear.........like a Phoenix, I am building my nest of painful emotions, memories and thoughts which I will ignite; like a Phoenix both my nest and I will burn fiercely and reduced to ashes, from which a new, wiser Juicah will arises, reborn anew to live again........watch out.........you may need to strap yourself in for this.............(lol)
