BFF, what am I doing? Really? I am being so very destructive with my thoughts and my actions..........I am behaving like there are no consequences to my actions...............like nothing else or no one else in the world matters but me..........this is not like me at all BFF..............
YumYum and I had such a wonderful night.........this is getting out of hand......this is tearing me apart inside....
The dynamics of what is going on with YumYum dictate that we should not get physical, we should not be intimate...........our emotions guide us to act upon our hearts desires..............the result is a night of YumYum and I indulging in sexual attraction for each other...........
This is way too close to home.......way to close to destroying what both of us have established...........this is tearing me apart inside..........so I sit and I ask myself BFF, What am I doing?............when my mind is on someone I can not have..............like he is the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden.................
BFF, last night was breathtaking..........YumYum did things to me physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, psychologically that no one has ever done to be.........
This is too close for comfort........BFF, what am I doing?
YumYum and I had such a wonderful night.........this is getting out of hand......this is tearing me apart inside....
The dynamics of what is going on with YumYum dictate that we should not get physical, we should not be intimate...........our emotions guide us to act upon our hearts desires..............the result is a night of YumYum and I indulging in sexual attraction for each other...........
This is way too close to home.......way to close to destroying what both of us have established...........this is tearing me apart inside..........so I sit and I ask myself BFF, What am I doing?............when my mind is on someone I can not have..............like he is the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden.................
BFF, last night was breathtaking..........YumYum did things to me physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, psychologically that no one has ever done to be.........
This is too close for comfort........BFF, what am I doing?
