BFF, let me come clean.............I have mixed emotions..............mixed thoughts about what has transpired between YumYum (aka Yummy) and me...............for so many reasons......let me try to put things on the table so we can both get a better picture of what is going on.......
Sam and I are not in a relationship, but we have a strange one..........Sam and I are "partners" so to speak......you can say that we are "friends with major benefits"...........but at times we behave like we are more to each other........this is where the confusions comes...............
YumYum and Sam are business associates..............neither one depend on the other.....but they would not know each other if it were not for me.......
Sam and I have known each other longer, but the friendship between YumYum and I is stronger..........more mature.........unconditional.......eternal......
I care for both........belong to neither..........don't want to mess up either "relationship"...............
If Sam were to find out about YumYum, I am not sure that he would take it very well.....you see BFF, Sam may not be my man, but I believe he will feel betrayed if he ever finds out about my most recent interaction with YumYum.......it is so very hard for me to explain......but I know that Sam would feel hurt and betrayed..............
You see BFF, there is something that is unsaid between Sam and I.....something that I believe Sam will never say to me..............but has said with the way he looks at me..............you know, those unspoken words that are known with a look......known with a touch..........that is what Sam and I have........that is what Sam has over me...........
Sam and I are not in a relationship, but we have a strange one..........Sam and I are "partners" so to speak......you can say that we are "friends with major benefits"...........but at times we behave like we are more to each other........this is where the confusions comes...............
YumYum and Sam are business associates..............neither one depend on the other.....but they would not know each other if it were not for me.......
Sam and I have known each other longer, but the friendship between YumYum and I is stronger..........more mature.........unconditional.......eternal......
I care for both........belong to neither..........don't want to mess up either "relationship"...............
If Sam were to find out about YumYum, I am not sure that he would take it very well.....you see BFF, Sam may not be my man, but I believe he will feel betrayed if he ever finds out about my most recent interaction with YumYum.......it is so very hard for me to explain......but I know that Sam would feel hurt and betrayed..............
You see BFF, there is something that is unsaid between Sam and I.....something that I believe Sam will never say to me..............but has said with the way he looks at me..............you know, those unspoken words that are known with a look......known with a touch..........that is what Sam and I have........that is what Sam has over me...........
But BFF, YumYum.............is like a soul partner.......eternally connected.......spiritual love...........that can't be explain..........broken......or destroyed.........what YumYum and I have is more than physical...........
I should have gone to class today, instead BFF, I was overcome with this mind made conflict that I now feel..........no class means more time for the devil to play in the playground I help him make in my kingdom..........I just have to figure out how to cancel gym class for the devil.................
