BFF, I had a colonic scheduled today with Nacim, but I cancelled it yesterday because I knew I was going to be drinking last night.............I wish I would have done what I was supposed to do and keep my appointment......
I woke up pretty late and boy was it hot.............got a couple of texts from Davin..........oh, Steven even called and text me....lolol......I guess he did not believe me when I called him and told him I would no longer communicate with him..........I saw what I mean and I mean what I say................I guess not many people are used to that..............
Anyway, BFF, I exchanged texts with YumYum, which helped my day go by more pleasantly..........ohh this heat, this stifling heat is just so disgusting...........ewwwwww.............
The day finally came to an end.........but the heat did not leave............I tried so hard........all day long to control the misery the weather brought me.............New York heat can't be escaped some times no matter what you do......
YumYum and I decided to have a face to face, energy to energy............BFF, it happened again.............oh my great goodness, I have to stay away from YumYum for so many different reasons.............but he is so good for me...............on so many different levels....................
I woke up pretty late and boy was it hot.............got a couple of texts from Davin..........oh, Steven even called and text me....lolol......I guess he did not believe me when I called him and told him I would no longer communicate with him..........I saw what I mean and I mean what I say................I guess not many people are used to that..............
Anyway, BFF, I exchanged texts with YumYum, which helped my day go by more pleasantly..........ohh this heat, this stifling heat is just so disgusting...........ewwwwww.............
The day finally came to an end.........but the heat did not leave............I tried so hard........all day long to control the misery the weather brought me.............New York heat can't be escaped some times no matter what you do......
YumYum and I decided to have a face to face, energy to energy............BFF, it happened again.............oh my great goodness, I have to stay away from YumYum for so many different reasons.............but he is so good for me...............on so many different levels....................
YumYum..........time spent with YumYum is like being in a different universe, being on a different plane........being in a different place where anything and everything is possible............
I should have went to my colonic.........now I am starting to feel..........like I am full of shit, lol.........
BFF, this "thing" with YumYum is tearing me apart inside......when I see him, my face lights up......when I think of him, my world is bright............when I am around him, nothing else matters..................when he touches me, words don't will never be able to describe how he makes me feel............
BFF, something happened..............happened between YumYum and I............something wonderful and magical.........YumYum and I...............we have to stop this thing that is going on between us........I wanna stop, I know it is not right.........I wanna continue, it feels soooooo good!
I should have gone to my colonic, lol
