BFF, do you ever feel like you want a change? Ever feel like you need a change? Do you wanna go away with me, cause I have that feeling every single day............
The day was actually pleasant.............I really can't complain..............
I usually communicate with No Name during the course of my days...if not every day.....every few days.....No Name keeps me posted on the new flavors he has.
By the time I got home, I was a little tired, but I wanted to make some calls and settle in for the night. I exchanged texts with No Name and decided to go see him to talk for a few minutes.
We decided that we wanted a change of scenery and drove to a neighborhood park...........when we got there, we found a semi secluded bench which happened to be near trees and what appeared to be the beginning of a forest........the perfect place to continue our conversation................
Ok Ok BFF, I wanted him to.......I really really did, but I did not want to admit it to him......I did not even want to admit it to you just now, lolol.........I expressed to No Name that he can do it but only for 2 minutes.....let me repeat, 2 minutes, lolol.
BFF, I could just imagine what you are thinking and what your face looks like.....I know, believe me I know, who the fuck is gonna time something like that, lolol. But I repeat, I did not want to admit to him that I wanted him to do it so I had to play like I wanted to put a restriction on it.....BFF I am all about pleasure, but I find shame in it too (something you did not know about me, ahaha). Ok, I am not ashamed, I feel shame....there is a huge difference.........
Ok back to what happened...............so BFF, No Name got busy eatin my pussy and let me tell you, he was not fucking lying.........I know I don't have to mention that I lost track of time, lolol. No Name went to work on my pussy..........great goodness..........I don't even know how to describe the way it felt, but that shit was FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listen, I am in a bit of shock right now so I am gonna end this and run to the ER cause No Name is gonna have to have a name from now on in my blogs BFF...........
Today started the same as every other day, thank God!.....I woke up.........did my morning routine......meditate, prayers, Violet Flame, trampoline............I was off to a great start.......
The day was actually pleasant.............I really can't complain..............
I have known No Name for about 2 years. When ever I see him, we take a few minutes to chat.....and we both really enjoy talking to each other...........we talk about everything and anything.......I always feel so very happy and motivated after we speak.......let me mention that I also feel some tension between us......like we want to say or do something but we just don't...you know that nervous tension.......hmmmm
I failed to mention that No Name sends me pics and cartoons to pick me up during the course of my days........when ever I get a text from No Name, I can't help but smile.....he makes me feel like I am in heaven when ever we speak or text.........life is supposed to be simple right BFF? (hint, hint).
Oh, I almost forgot....Sometimes No Name sends me these pics that are........hmmmmmm.........lawd aves murcy......if a man would do to me the things that are being done in these pictures.........let's just say that I will go to jail for kidnapping.........lol
So, rewind, earlier during the day, No Name sent me this pic of a woman sitting on a bar stool with a drink in her had and a man on the floor in front of her, no his knees, hands tied behind him and he is eating her.............................BFF, you remember I told you how I felt about lazy as lovers right? Was No Name giving me a hint about something? Part of me did not want to even think that way about No Name, another part of me wanted to find out so badly.........so..........I decided to ask him when we were going to live out the picture, lol....for the rest of the day we continued to text.....but not just about the pic, lol.......
After work, I went to dance class and had fun...........I just wish I took dancing as seriously as I did when I started...everything seems to be a distraction for me............EVERYTHING!!!
By the time I got home, I was a little tired, but I wanted to make some calls and settle in for the night. I exchanged texts with No Name and decided to go see him to talk for a few minutes.
When I got to No Name, I felt peace come over me. We sat and talked about nothing and everything...........we started talking about a subject we never spoke about before, sex..........No BFF, it is not what you think, we spoke about sex and relationships, lol.............our likes and dislikes..........talking to No Name is very insightful..........our conversations help me to open up and look at things from a different perspective..............I think No Name helps me grow...............sometimes I think he is my angel.....
We decided that we wanted a change of scenery and drove to a neighborhood park...........when we got there, we found a semi secluded bench which happened to be near trees and what appeared to be the beginning of a forest........the perfect place to continue our conversation................
So anyway, No Name and I are sitting, talking and indulging (haha, I am sure you can figure it out on your own, if not, send me a comment and ask me, lol). Out of no where, we started to talk about the pic he sent me earlier during the day.....BFF, lemme tell you.........my curiosity about No Name is so intense..........although we talk often, there is something about him that is mystical, magical............
No Name told me that he was willing to show me how he can orally please a woman........Oh my my my........BFF, you know how I feel about this already, I don't even wanna go down this path with him............No Name and I are friends/associates, there is no place for sexual pleasure in our "relationship", right? ...................he wanted to orally please me...........just once...........just to show me that I am wrong about lazy lovers............
Check this out, I am shy...........so very shy.......sometimes I am so shy I think I give the impression that I am flirting.......I wanted to................I did not want to.........I wanted it.........I did not want it........I am so very indecisive...........I think too much about time that has not come yet........I think too much about later........just think too fucking much instead of living in the moment.............
Ok Ok BFF, I wanted him to.......I really really did, but I did not want to admit it to him......I did not even want to admit it to you just now, lolol.........I expressed to No Name that he can do it but only for 2 minutes.....let me repeat, 2 minutes, lolol.
BFF, I could just imagine what you are thinking and what your face looks like.....I know, believe me I know, who the fuck is gonna time something like that, lolol. But I repeat, I did not want to admit to him that I wanted him to do it so I had to play like I wanted to put a restriction on it.....BFF I am all about pleasure, but I find shame in it too (something you did not know about me, ahaha). Ok, I am not ashamed, I feel shame....there is a huge difference.........
Ok back to what happened...............so BFF, No Name got busy eatin my pussy and let me tell you, he was not fucking lying.........I know I don't have to mention that I lost track of time, lolol. No Name went to work on my pussy..........great goodness..........I don't even know how to describe the way it felt, but that shit was FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I was gonna lose my fucking mind.....I don't know how long his head was between my legs but I do know that when he was done, I was confused..lolol...........then.......then BFF, he kissed me every so passionately, WHAT THE FUCK IS REALLY GOIN ON? Listen, Never in my wildest dreams did I think that this would happen, and secondly being that it did happen, I did not expect him to be able to kiss too!!!!!!! Great GoogaMugga (as my father used to say, may he rest in peace!) What have I done? No Name fucking blew my mind!
Listen, I am in a bit of shock right now so I am gonna end this and run to the ER cause No Name is gonna have to have a name from now on in my blogs BFF...........
