So BFF, about a week ago I was exiting the train, in a rush to get to work. As I went through the turnstiles I saw this fine as man walking towards me, head on. Our eyes met and neither of us broke the trance.....something in me told me that I knew him.........
His carmel smooth skin, muscular arms and bright smile had me a bit confused.........he continued to advance and so did I.....I ain't neva skerd! We got face to face and he says, "Hi Juicah", I am dumbfounded but so excited at the same time.......you see BFF I knew I knew him, but just could not figure out from where....
He smiled at me as he intensely looked into my eyes, not blinking once.........I tried to hide my confusion and excitement, I am sure he noticed my change in stance and expression.........I really did not care, I just wanted to figure out who he was and where I knew him from without hurting his feelings by telling him that I did not remember him, lol....
So naturally I said hi back.......but he had this devilish smile on his face that made me believe we must befriended each other in the past...........
We went through the normal pleasantries and I got to the point where I had to ask him his name............damn him......he was whispering and I advanced closer to him so that I could hear.....three times before I could make out his name..............Phil...........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Ok BFF, this man was FYNE...........intense and inviting at the same time........oh my goodness.... BFF I know a Phil, this man looks so familiar to me, but I just can't place where he fit in my life in the past.....I can't remember my interaction with him.........
Well, after we spoke briefly and said our goodbyes, we both walked away and I wanted to kick myself for not asking to keep in contact with him..........everything happens for a reason............stay with me...........lol
A few days later, as I was driving home from hanging out with YumYum, it hit me..........just as I parked the car and was about to get out.......I was overcome by a wave of realization..............I remember who Phil is..........
BFF, about 10 years ago.....wait let me go back further..........
In high school, I had this secret eternal crush on a Lacrosse player........ohh BFF, this guy was so cute.....athletic....and nice....
In school, we did not talk much, he was in a class above mine......But whenever we saw each other we would speak.
When my son was about 3, I noticed that he would walk his dogs down my block. Still shy, I would not say anything to him but hi, in passing. It did not take me long to build up the courage to talk to him........
Before I knew it, we were calling each other and I was going to his house........Ohh BFF, I was so scared of him because of the crush, but it did not stop me from seeing him...........hmmmmmm and boy did I see him..........
Not only did I see him, but he did things to me that I never thought possible.............time passed and I started to get feelings for him..........I did not want to act like the typical woman, so I back away from him......I would not answer his calls...........the time we spent together dwindled down to never.............I just couldn't take it anymore..........so I disappeared from his life............
Time went by and he stopped calling me also, causing me to wonder about his well being.........10 years later, we bump into each other in the train station and I don't remember him...........
That night in the car..when I remember him....I damn near cried.........I remembered every single things about him....every time we were together.......I recalled all he opened me up to......how he helped me to grow........and I felt horrible because of how I ended everything and how I did not tell him how I truly felt.........now I felt even worse cause I did not get his phone number or give him mine.........
But like I said, everything happens for a reason and I really needed to see him that morning.....it was like a gift from God to see him again......
So BFF, I know "The Secret" works, I understand the power of attraction.....I just don't use it all of the time, lol, even though I should.................
His carmel smooth skin, muscular arms and bright smile had me a bit confused.........he continued to advance and so did I.....I ain't neva skerd! We got face to face and he says, "Hi Juicah", I am dumbfounded but so excited at the same time.......you see BFF I knew I knew him, but just could not figure out from where....
He smiled at me as he intensely looked into my eyes, not blinking once.........I tried to hide my confusion and excitement, I am sure he noticed my change in stance and expression.........I really did not care, I just wanted to figure out who he was and where I knew him from without hurting his feelings by telling him that I did not remember him, lol....
So naturally I said hi back.......but he had this devilish smile on his face that made me believe we must befriended each other in the past...........
We went through the normal pleasantries and I got to the point where I had to ask him his name............damn him......he was whispering and I advanced closer to him so that I could hear.....three times before I could make out his name..............Phil...........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Ok BFF, this man was FYNE...........intense and inviting at the same time........oh my goodness.... BFF I know a Phil, this man looks so familiar to me, but I just can't place where he fit in my life in the past.....I can't remember my interaction with him.........
Well, after we spoke briefly and said our goodbyes, we both walked away and I wanted to kick myself for not asking to keep in contact with him..........everything happens for a reason............stay with me...........lol
A few days later, as I was driving home from hanging out with YumYum, it hit me..........just as I parked the car and was about to get out.......I was overcome by a wave of realization..............I remember who Phil is..........
BFF, about 10 years ago.....wait let me go back further..........
In high school, I had this secret eternal crush on a Lacrosse player........ohh BFF, this guy was so cute.....athletic....and nice....
In school, we did not talk much, he was in a class above mine......But whenever we saw each other we would speak.
When my son was about 3, I noticed that he would walk his dogs down my block. Still shy, I would not say anything to him but hi, in passing. It did not take me long to build up the courage to talk to him........
Before I knew it, we were calling each other and I was going to his house........Ohh BFF, I was so scared of him because of the crush, but it did not stop me from seeing him...........hmmmmmm and boy did I see him..........
Not only did I see him, but he did things to me that I never thought possible.............time passed and I started to get feelings for him..........I did not want to act like the typical woman, so I back away from him......I would not answer his calls...........the time we spent together dwindled down to never.............I just couldn't take it anymore..........so I disappeared from his life............
Time went by and he stopped calling me also, causing me to wonder about his well being.........10 years later, we bump into each other in the train station and I don't remember him...........
That night in the car..when I remember him....I damn near cried.........I remembered every single things about him....every time we were together.......I recalled all he opened me up to......how he helped me to grow........and I felt horrible because of how I ended everything and how I did not tell him how I truly felt.........now I felt even worse cause I did not get his phone number or give him mine.........
But like I said, everything happens for a reason and I really needed to see him that morning.....it was like a gift from God to see him again......
So BFF, I know "The Secret" works, I understand the power of attraction.....I just don't use it all of the time, lol, even though I should.................
I decided to use the secret, the power of attraction to get in contact with him, not to mention that I put a post up on facebook asking my high school friends for some help.
Well BFF, it really works, it really really does......two days after I put up the post and saw Phil in the subway, one of my old classmates texts me telling me that he saw Phil and gave Phil my number!!!!!!CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!!!
OMG, with every molecule of my being I mustered up all of the want, desire, love, joy and happiness in order to feel like I was communicating with Phil........it did not take much, because I truly wanted to talk to him............I created within me the feelings that it was happening at the moment....you see BFF we all have the power to manifest whatever we want in our lives, if we only understand and use the Power of Attraction. (I am also telling myself this again, lol).
So anyway, moving forward. Tonight, I received a phone call....guess who it was.........you got it BFF, it was Phil............We did not speak for long, but the 10 minutes that we did speak was so very exciting and surreal!
Holy Hell Fyah!!!!!!!! BFF, the Power of Attraction really and truly works.......................
So BFF, believe it or not, there was a time when I would always use the Power of Attraction to manifest my wildest desires.......I got to the point that I radiated light.........strangers would ask me where I got my peace from when I would walk down the street.......then......it was so amazing.....so wonderful...I thought I was the shit....so much so that I stopped using it and things changed.............changed back to the way they used to be...........
This situation with Phil and the Power of Attraction was something that I needed...........needed to show me that I still have the power to have and do anything as long as I believe, feel, and act like it is mine, NOW!
