Bff, last night/this morning I had a dream in which myself and other people were boarding what looked like a huge tour bus to travel. Where we were going ,I do not know, lol, but we were going.
There was a little unorganized mass confusion by the door of the bus, however, even though it seemed like people were pushing to get on the bus, they were very friendly and they were actually playing with each other. I felt like I wanted to get in on the fun so I did. I took my luggage and went to where it looked like commotion at the door of the bus and easily squeezed my way passed a few laughing and talking people, climbed up very steep stairs until I got to the real entrance of the bus.
Looking ahead…this tour bus was super big on the inside but the seats were all crammed together, giving the appearance of what the movies rendition of the seats of a plane after a crash look like. This also made the interior of the bus appear very small.
There were already a few older people on the bus, which confirmed my earlier thought that everyone was just having fun outside.
As I maneuvered through the crammed seat tour bus, I pleasantly smiled at the passengers who were sitting and waiting patiently for everyone else to board.
I did not get too far on the bus before I decided to put my bags down and leave the bus to go someplace for something.
Bff....I could shot myself because I can not remember what I left the bus for....however, I do remember that fact that I had a limited amount of time to come go and come back.....the bus would leave anyone....no exceptions.
So....I left. If I recall correctly, I was with someone....I just can't remember who...…..
Bff.....I can't even remember where I was going and what I needed to get. All I know is during the dream I felt I had to go and get whatever it was for the trip to "CONSCIOUSNESS KNOWS WHERE". Hahahaha, get it? Never mind.
So.....I am on the way to the place to get the thing and I am happy....and I feel complete. Bff.....not that I am miserable in this reality.....ok yes...I am miserable in this reality lol. But that is neither here nor there....the fact of the matter is, I had a dream last night/this morning in which I was traveling with people I do not know, to a destination I can't remember.
I do not remember feeling shy, scared, anxious, nervous or anything. All I remember about my feelings were they were all upper/light feelings…
FUCK ME Bff....for not voice recording that dream like I did with a dream I had back in April.....A dream about my twin.
Bff.....spirit is with me and I am connected. Check this out…..
After waking up, I checked my emails because I was expecting an email from my spiritual advisor. Sidebar: I decided to get guidance from Chloe, one of the people I reached out to for a Twin Flame reading. I asked her a few questions to help me deal with this twin flame journey. She replied and it was most helpful as she gave me guidance, prayers and meditations to help me understand this entire connection with Will and the journey. Chloe always tells me that my guides want me to stop worrying and release my worries and anxieties to them. I have been doing just that. Sidebar: I will post all of the reading I got, lol.
I saw the email and kept on pushing so I could leave the house and get to work ontime. I was going to read it on the train and when I saw it, I had piece of mind to open the attachments and download them on my phone.
I finally make it out of the house but I had no money on me and making a stop to the atm could set me back 15 minutes in my commute…..
Decisions.....yes...I decided to keep going. At the corner of my block, I reach into my bag and grab my change purse. I knew I have a few coins but not sure if they add up to the metro fare. I knew I did not have cash on me as I spent what was in my purse yesterday and I did not bring money out of the house.
Looking through the puses, I decide to open a receipt and wouldn't you know $11 was folded in that receipt.
Thank you guides, ancestors, orishas, universe, God for always looking after me…..
I made it to work ontime with money in my pocket.
Now......what does that dream mean?