Sunday, July 17, 2011

Not Just Yet........

BFF, BFF, today I am supposed to be going to a Chango Bembe with my cousin (please forgive me if I have offended, I am very new to the religion!)........part of me wants to go, part of me is extremely apprehensive....You know I love Oshun.......I just don't think my spirit and energy is right to attend this ceremony today..........

With that being said, I still called my cousin early in the morning so that we could touch basis hours before the ceremony.....I wanted to get some more information from him so I could get it together to go......I called him at 10:30 am on purpose, I know I am always late and I always forget...I actually wanted to put my best efforts forth to go.......being that he told me it would not start until around 1, I knew that calling him this early would help me out a bit..........No answer.......so I texted him....no response....I know the ceremony will be held in Queens, Jamaica area, but I don't have the exact address.........Ok Juicah, just calm down a little.....I called him again.....still the same thing.......nothing........

I decided to clean while I waited for cuz to respond........damn, I missed his call.....lemme call him back.....no answer.....I know he is gonna be busy when he gets there, hmmmmm.......I will just continue to clean..............shit, I missed another call from him........what the fuck?  We are playing phone tag........The end of the day came and we finally spoke to each other......relieved and feeling bad at the same time....we spoke briefly, he was so busy and the music was so lound, he could not stay on the phone long........

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I guess your thoughts do become things.......although I felt bad about our phone tag game, I know that everything happens for a reason.........I simply was not supposed to go to an Orisha ceremony, not just yet!

I must say.......today was a good day!