Great Adventure

Hey there BFF, what am I really doing with my life?

So today I was SUPPOSED to go to Great Adventures with the cousins from St. Thomas……..Ohh let me mention, I did not go to class last night so that I could make it home at the regular time to take the family picture………guess what?  We did not take the picture, great just great right?

So yeah, BFF, I did not go to Great Adventures today and let me tell you why……………

My sister and the rest of the family seem to have been and are communicating on Facebook for some time, both sides of the family……..Now, BFF, I do not go on Facebook too often, it seems that when I do, I stir up a lot of trouble, so I stay off.  Plus the fact that the internet is not my life, it is part of my life, but it is not the center of my life…..furthermore, those people on Facebook who I “friended” and who “friended me” are not really my friends………Ok this topic is needs to be expressed in a separate posting because I can get very deep………

So anyway, I asked my sister last night what time “we” expected to leave and she told me at 8 am………..shit, I forgot to buy and print my ticket yesterday at work, so I got up early enough to do it…..I sent her a text late last night and early this morning asking her if she would mind driving to Queens Boulevard so that I could print it out…..

BFF, I made sure I did this early so that it would give her enough time to say yes or no so that I could find my way there myself……see, I refuse to drive there due to the fact that I knew I would be tired, I did not want to put those miles on my car, I did not want to cooperate, I did not want to spend extra money on gas and tolls and I gave her the information so that we could take the bus in comfort but she gave me some bull shit story about how she is scared to take public transportation because of bugs and germs……….Ok now that is some bullshit cause she used to drive Access-A-Ride……….I kept my mouth shut but I had to invest in Crazy Glue in order to do it…….

Like I said, the power of attraction is my right hand man………I did not get a reply from her about the trip to Queens Boulevard until after 8, she claims she was at the shop getting her car checked for the trip………ok what eva!

We went back and forth with the texts about this and that….I got to the point where I just did not want to go…I asked my son if he wanted to go and he told me that he really did not want to go, he would rather me save the money for shopping for school……..ahh that’s my baby boi!

I tried to explain to my sister, in the nicest way possible (which is very hard when it comes to beautiful big sis sometimes, wink), that my son and I really did not want to take the trip….I know this week is about family, but family should understand that we just don’t want to go…….

So, we did not go…..My son and I stayed home and relaxed all day long…….and we did not feel bad about at all……….

Not only did I save over $200, my son taught me a lesson in finances…………..lolol……

I did not see my sis when she came in, I just hope she and neph had fun………

I will make an attempt to spend time with my cousins tomorrow……but to be honest…….I just wish I could disappear from the face of the earth……sometimes I feel like an alien who is looking for their home planet………

Ahhhhhh..............

BFF, tomorrow and the rest of the week I am off..........I am so very tired..........hanging out with YumYum damn near every night is starting to take a toll on me.........I need to take multi-vitamins, lolol.........I am so American it is sad, always looking for a quick fix instead of a permanent, long lasting solution, lolol.

I am not going to class tonight......there is no way I am going to be able to make it..........

Even though it is an "open level" class, it always seems to be advanced, lol.  I think my teach is the best, but after class, I am limping and I need a cane.........but I love it.

Well, BFF I might hear from Big Daddy every once and a while, but even he fell off......I guess this is the way things are meant to be.........

Ohh BFF, I really do not want to deal with the family this week........the power of attraction will be on my side, so I will not worry......

Oh hell fyah, I knew I was forgetting to do something.......oh BFF, I never told you about this guy that I know............his name is Grizz............I used to frequent an establishment he used to work at over 14 years ago...........

At the time, I can't really say that he and I were dating or seeing each other, but I can say that we had a deep attraction towards each other....so deep that even to this day, when we see each other, no one else exists but us.......I can't really explain, but it is something so deep and so real.

Anyway, life happened and we went our separate ways.........We got in contact with each other over the last 2 years, come to realize our kids have fought each other in self defense tournaments, lol.

We don't talk much now, but when we do, it is nothing but love.......it is like we are in a very loving marriage that continues to grow....hehehe, lolol.

So anyway, what I was forgetting was this......Grizz's son is fighting with the US Self Defense Team and needs donations for the cost of his trips.......Grizz had a fund raising car wash for the cause this weekend and I forgot to go to donate money......in the interim I spoke to Grizz and told him that I would be going to the school to donate money......I just never got around to doing it today.........Oh man, now I feel terrible.....

Hmmmm........I will get around to the school this weekend..........anyway BFF, today is the quiet before the family storm, lolol....Wish me luck!!!!!!!!