I always tell my better half (aka my son), "Your feelings are real…They are an indication of how your soul feels….Pay very close attention to them...…However, your perception is not real….It can change....and when it does, you won't look at things the same."
Wow....I actually came up with that years ago….Life is really strangely beautiful!! I am afraid that what I have experienced was a catalyst for my perception to change.
Stranger things have happened...you know that's the truth......remember when the latest sex advice came from Dr Ruth? (That is so freakin funny! Remember what Dr. Ruth looks like?
Why would we get sex advice from her? She looks like Velma 's (from Scooby-Doo) mother.)
Why would we get sex advice from her? She looks like Velma 's (from Scooby-Doo) mother.)
Ok....I am sorry...I am gonna stop with the rhymes lol....this is serious tall time...
Open your mind and step out of yourself.....come with me on this ride.....close your eyes and you will see…...just listen to me......
Fuck that Bff.............fuck it.......Love? Please.........Who the fuck am I really trying to fool here?
Ok.......so........what is love? What difference does it make? Love changes from person to person...........from thing to thing...........
Love........haha...what a fucking joke..........you can love more than one person.........you can love people differently....you can have more than one type of love for a person......REALLY NOW...those sound like excuses to live a life of blissful pleasures.......
Bff...........I am starting to think this is all bullshit............
Why??? because.............what if you love more than one person.......but one of the people you are loving feels unloved........what if you are loving more than one person but you decided to spend the rest of your life with ONE of them...........where does that LOVE leave the other person, the person you decided not to spend the rest of your life with? But you still love them!!!!!!!! Right!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!
Really? I don't even think Love is a good word for the emotion...the feeling we so easily attached to the word. I think the right words are emotional conditioned fixation......yes...that makes more sense to me.....
When we condition our emotions to be fixated on one person............isn't that considered love? lolol....in some form....even if our emotions are lower emotions (anger, fear, hurt)
Which brings me to another question.............how strong can this thing called love really be if the emotion is not real...........if we can set our own conditions and if we have to actively fixate our attention of the person or object we are conditioning our love for..........
So....that also leads me to this.............who and how do you decide to love? And once you make that decisions, which type of love will you decide to have for this person or thing?
Which brings me to the question of your decision..............decisions change......you change your mind................what if you decide you want to love and live with the other person and not the one you first decided on?
What make you think that this is love? Is it the conditioning you are trying to break away from?
Are you torn and a little confused? Do you feel me tuggin and pulling on you?
I know I told you long ago........maybe you forgot...........I really don't know
But let me share it with you again............hopefully it will stick, but not hurt like a pin
How do I say this clearly?
Once you had a taste............you will never be the same.
No matter what you do........you will always call my name
Not to brag or boast..........this I know is true
My spirit is strong than this love........memory of me haunts you....................
Good questions right BFF..............yaaa well......let's see you come up with the fucking answers........
I GIVE UP (When have you ever known me to do that........I GET STRONGER..........WATCH OUT!)
