Ok this shit gotta end Bff, this shit gotta end!
I know I said I was going to be more spiritual this year, but the world is fucking with me right now and I'm about to blow it the fuck up, Bff..
Why oh why did I have a fucking day long conversation with YumYum about how I did not want to be around when he conducts business with Sam..........Do I not have to right to decided where I want to be?
For some strange reason, YumYum keeps making excuses for Sam.....he even told me that I am an enabler...............because I care too much about others feelings, mainly Sam..........
Are you fucking serious? No seriously.............This nigga is playing everyone to the fullest........tell me one thing, telling YumYum another and only the Infinite knows what he is telling everyone else.......
What do I gain from being around when Sam and YumYum do business?
YumYum tells me that Sam needs to see and understand that I am not at home.........sad and miserable..........Bff, if I am trying to "observe", wouldn't I be playing a major role if I am present?
YumYum and I had a conversation for my entire work day......MY ENTIRE FUCKING WORK DAY, wasted on talking about fucking Sam....GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........
All of my ding dong energy wasted..........I could have been reading about Astral Projection.
This is my fucking world.........I do as I fucking well please............I don't have to be around for anything just cause others EXPECT me to.........
How awkward would that be if Sam saw me chillin with YumYum? Bff, is it just me?
I will give credit where credit is due.....YumYum made very valid points in his argument, very valid......but the fact remains that Sam sees and treats YumYum and I the same...........AS A FUCKIN OPPORTUNITY.....................he shows me one side, shows YumYum another side and it goes on and on and on and on, lolol!!!!!
I got the info.............but are you fucking serious?
So, during my day long conversation with YumYum, I decided to text Sam and ask him for the money again. That is when he called me with some bullshit story about YumYum's product being bad, losing clients because of it , applying to work at schools in the neighborhood and all sorts of other excuses. Then Sam went on to tell me that I did not sound as cheerful as I usually do.
I explained to Sam that I am cheerful but I really need the money that I lent him back.........he changed the subject to KARMA of all things, lolol......................oh this is great....the perfect opportunity to fuck with him...............
Sam asked me about Karma, saying that that something must be wrong with his because he just can't seem to get ahead.....he sees all of these horrible people doing horrible things and being on top!
Bff, gimee your hand cause this is how perfect the universe is.........it is always doing what it is supposed to do.........read closely............ So, I nicely told him my view on Karma. I even gave him examples that were very similar to his behavior regarding me, hinting, hinting, giving him info that I know, hahah!
I explained to him that according to my understanding, Karma works in such a way that if you are capable of helping others and you don't, when you need help you wont get it; if you are mean or evil or hurt someone who is a good person (and good to you), then nothing good with come to you; if you help those who are in need then you will get help in return; if you are not honest and upfront with those who you know are good to you or if you do knowingly hurtful things to those that care for you, nothing good will come to you! I am SURE he got the hint cause he got off the phone immediately after I explain my view of Karma to him. While I was talking to Sam, I made sure I used the nicest most caring and understanding voice you could imagine.
Bff, I know I am playing every single field possible, I know it may seem like I am playing a game.......this game has to be played in order to observe....I don't expect you to understand or agree, just stay with me....and I promise you will see!
I know I said I was going to be more spiritual this year, but the world is fucking with me right now and I'm about to blow it the fuck up, Bff..
Why oh why did I have a fucking day long conversation with YumYum about how I did not want to be around when he conducts business with Sam..........Do I not have to right to decided where I want to be?
For some strange reason, YumYum keeps making excuses for Sam.....he even told me that I am an enabler...............because I care too much about others feelings, mainly Sam..........
Are you fucking serious? No seriously.............This nigga is playing everyone to the fullest........tell me one thing, telling YumYum another and only the Infinite knows what he is telling everyone else.......
What do I gain from being around when Sam and YumYum do business?
YumYum tells me that Sam needs to see and understand that I am not at home.........sad and miserable..........Bff, if I am trying to "observe", wouldn't I be playing a major role if I am present?
YumYum and I had a conversation for my entire work day......MY ENTIRE FUCKING WORK DAY, wasted on talking about fucking Sam....GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........
All of my ding dong energy wasted..........I could have been reading about Astral Projection.
This is my fucking world.........I do as I fucking well please............I don't have to be around for anything just cause others EXPECT me to.........
How awkward would that be if Sam saw me chillin with YumYum? Bff, is it just me?
I will give credit where credit is due.....YumYum made very valid points in his argument, very valid......but the fact remains that Sam sees and treats YumYum and I the same...........AS A FUCKIN OPPORTUNITY.....................he shows me one side, shows YumYum another side and it goes on and on and on and on, lolol!!!!!
I got the info.............but are you fucking serious?
So, during my day long conversation with YumYum, I decided to text Sam and ask him for the money again. That is when he called me with some bullshit story about YumYum's product being bad, losing clients because of it , applying to work at schools in the neighborhood and all sorts of other excuses. Then Sam went on to tell me that I did not sound as cheerful as I usually do.
I explained to Sam that I am cheerful but I really need the money that I lent him back.........he changed the subject to KARMA of all things, lolol......................oh this is great....the perfect opportunity to fuck with him...............
Sam asked me about Karma, saying that that something must be wrong with his because he just can't seem to get ahead.....he sees all of these horrible people doing horrible things and being on top!
Bff, gimee your hand cause this is how perfect the universe is.........it is always doing what it is supposed to do.........read closely............ So, I nicely told him my view on Karma. I even gave him examples that were very similar to his behavior regarding me, hinting, hinting, giving him info that I know, hahah!
I explained to him that according to my understanding, Karma works in such a way that if you are capable of helping others and you don't, when you need help you wont get it; if you are mean or evil or hurt someone who is a good person (and good to you), then nothing good with come to you; if you help those who are in need then you will get help in return; if you are not honest and upfront with those who you know are good to you or if you do knowingly hurtful things to those that care for you, nothing good will come to you! I am SURE he got the hint cause he got off the phone immediately after I explain my view of Karma to him. While I was talking to Sam, I made sure I used the nicest most caring and understanding voice you could imagine.
Bff, I know I am playing every single field possible, I know it may seem like I am playing a game.......this game has to be played in order to observe....I don't expect you to understand or agree, just stay with me....and I promise you will see!
