Thursday, August 11, 2011

Trying to Explain......

BFF, I am feeling........hmmmmm.....so hard to explain.........I feel like I am losing my best friend.....I feel like I am gaining everything........this thing.....I just can't put my finger on it......it's hard to find the words to help you understand.............this feeling that has come over me.......not sure if it can withstand.........

I know I did not dig this hole.......how deep could it really be.......every single step I take.........the hole is following me..........I try to run to get away........don't like this game of tag.........I rather fill my days with growth...........so I can capture my flag.............

Been told that when your close to it..............the devil will show his face..........he tempts and taunts and teases me.........I rather be in God's grace.........the peace, the blessings are mine to claim...........but it is not an easy road..........experienced in delusional bliss.........I want what heaven holds..........

The loss I feel is make believe............the devil plays with my mind........his playground is vast and full of games.............it is only a matter of time........before the light will shine from above..........and destroy all of his fun............I know I have the victory...........a gift from the begotten son........

I am fit for greatness, blessed and highly favored..........molded by the Father himself............but the devil's always at my heels...........trying to prevent me from knowing myself..............ascension is my birthright.......let his will be done through me.................everyday he grows within...............blessing my boundless destiny...........creator, comforter, savior and my friend........I HAVE THE VICTORY!!!!

I realize your purpose............to help find my way...........thankful you were sent to me........foreva and a day.......