Saturday, January 21, 2012

Great Gugga Mugga!

Listen, things are moving faster than I expect....not only that, but Alpha Life Trends don't neva lie.........

Remember last year.......when I bumped into Phil? Couldn't remember who he was and when I finally did, I wanted to kill myself, lol......Well, since then, we have spoken.......several times...........

There is so much I did not know about him.....what he was doing with his life......what he was about.......Bff, basically I did not know anything about Phil when we were dealing with each other years ago.....all I knew was, when he called.....I went.........

It got to the point that I decided to avoid him.........for many reasons.........one of the main reasons being, and don't you dare laugh, his dick was WAY TOO BIG!   

Ok, ok, calm the fuck down.......that shit ain't that funny....but it was humongous..........Don't get me wrong, I LOVE THE BIG DICK, but at the time, I did not know what I was getting myself into........well, I figured it out when I would go home looking like I came from The Planet of The Apes, lol...................

Now let's rewind and be kind.............

When I bumped into Phil last year in the train station, I was overcome with shock...............That very morning, I convinced myself that there were no more.......no correction....I ALMOST convinced myself that I would never see a fine ass black man in person.....the closest I would get would be a picture or magazine, lolol...........

Then, in all of my sorrow and self pity, I bumped into Phil.......now check this out......when it happened, I knew I knew him but could not for the life of me remember how and where I knew him from......Bff, it gets better.......

When I finally remembered who he was, after a few weeks of persistently trying to remember, I wanted to end it all and take my life, again, lol............all of the memories of him came in like a flood.......how the hell could I forget him...........Ahhhhh.....cause he was too much for me.............and then some!

The universe is ALWAYS working in your favor Bff........you can get your every desire as long as it involves love and you want it with all of the power and emotion you can muster into your want of it (if you can understand what that means, lol).............

After I realized and remembered him, I wanted to contact this man so badly............all I did was think about him.......think about talking to him.......think about touching him......think about laughing with him........Guess what? It worked, it worked, it worked, it worked......it happened............the Universe is love.............he got my phone number and started to call me......that is when I started to recall more of him...........

He was not overbearing with the phone calls or conversation........I was just feeling bad........it got to a point, at the end of last year, that he reached out to me a few times and I was unable to respond...not because I was busy with someone else, but because I was busy.......busy with life.........and all of the bullshit I get myself into..............

Every time he called, I told myself to make sure to returned his call..........superficiality (ahahhaha) took control and there was nothing more important than me giving all of my attention and energy to that which did not matter (hint, Sam, lol!)

So yesterday, Friday, at the end of the day, I got a call from Phil.........he wanted to know if I was going to kidnap him today........Ok Bff, so that you will know what he is referring to....I am not sure if I told you or not, but when I spoke to Phil, I told him that I was going to kidnap him..........have my way with him.......enjoy him as long as my little heart desired........Needless to say, he could not wait...........but the thing is........it can't happen on his terms.....It just has to happen (well, I will be planning it, lol since it is my kidnapping, haha).........Yesterday when he called, I really just wanted to rest.......relax...take some time to write and read......ohh yeah and do music business...lol

I did not expect Phil to suggest that we see each other........I did not expect him to sound so............so......desperate to be around........fuck it.....desperate to get out.....to taste his freedom..........

Oblivious to his wants, when I finally got the message that he wanted to spend alone time with me, I was stuck........for the first time in a long time, I wanted to spend time with a male and did not want sex.........I did not have the butterflies.......did not start to get the tinglies.....nothing....I actually wanted to make a non-sexual connection with him........Damn I felt good!

During our short conversation, we agreed to meet and then take it from there............Bff, we agree to meet and then go to get a room............a room..............the thought of a room......being alone with him started to........bother me, a little............

I did not want to create the atmosphere whereby I would be tempted to attack him........but spending a platonic evening out with him sounded so relaxing and peaceful.........You see Bff, he and I used to spend time like that together, just cuddling, talking and enjoying each other's company, but then, there were other times when we went in, fucking breaking all of my damn bones..............grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The site of this man makes every cell in my body explode......he is the epitome of "PLEASE, FUCK ME!", lol!

He has a golden caramel completion, muscular tattooed body, strong large hands, kissable plump lips, a nice shapely ass and the mega dick of life!!!!!!!!Why wouldn't I wanna fuck him again? LOL. Why, Bff, I don't know why, but that was not the feeling I was getting.........not that "fuck me" feeling.......I really just wanted to chill and I got the feeling, from our conversation, that he wanted the same................

We got off of the phone, after confirming our plans, and I got to work getting ready, just so I could be on time (for a change, lol).  It worked..........

We were to meet and then drive to get the room..............As I was waiting for him to arrive, I started to get the nauseous butterflies...........Bff, those are the butterflies I get when I am uncontrollably nervous...........in anticipation of pleasure nervous...........I tried to calm down........Lemme get some fresh air.....damn it is cold, lol.........Lemme try to think about something else.........fuck, that didn't work......every guy that passed me resembled him, or so I thought.......I just wanted to gaze at him............breath girl breath!

When he finally arrived, I damn near vomited in my mouth, I was so nervous........Great Gugga Mugga, his fine ass had me fucking waiting in the background, checking him out as he looked for me..........I am a mess, lol.

We quickly walked to my car as he explained to me that he is Puerto Rican..............Bff......all of this time I am thinking that this scrumptous specimen of a man is the original black man and he is PUERTO RICAN!!!!!!!!  I can't, I just can't..................what the fuck is really going on?

It just so happens that he is a descendant of one of the original Puerto Rican tribes.....As we drove to the spot, he told me his family's history.......amazing.......All of this time I was wrong.........WOW!!!!!!!!!

I had a very hard time not touching him as we drove..........had an even harder time trying not to look at him......hmmmmmmmmm thank goodness we are programmed to believe that we cannot read minds.......for if we were, he would have known all of the nasty things I wanted to do to him...he would have known that my pussy was getting wet just thinking about kissing him..........shame, shame, shame..................

Before we knew it, thanks to great conversation and company, we got to our destination in no time........but the butterflies have grown to mammoth size and were pushin on all of my organs............

Finally, we are together, alone and in private...........this is too much.....I had to run to the bathroom, splash water on my face and try my darnest to control myself...........Not sure if it worked.

We got ourselves situation and oddly but pleasing to me (for some reason I am under the impression that men tend to not change with time...meaning, when meeting again with a man from your past, he will pick up from when he last communicated with you, not taking into consideration that things have happened since then, lol...Just my perception, not the truth!), it seems that we picked up right where we left off............talking and having fun...........

Ok Bff, we had a bottle, some water, great convo and company......what more could we ask for?

I really did not want to start to think.........wonder............question......what it would be like to be intertwined in the dance of romance with him.........no, not at this time...........we were having so much fun together........

He poured our drinks and admitted that it would be the first time in 11 years that he has had a drink.......WOWOWOWOWOW!  11 years........hmmmmm...

I could not keep my eyes off of him........his features are so pleasing and appealing.......ohhhhh fighting the feelings that were growing inside of me was one of the hardest things to do............but, he made it easy by being such a well rounded and easy to have fun with individual........it did not take long for me to lose the edge I felt...........

Bff, we were having such a good time.....the drinks got stronger and the conversation was getting better and more insightful.......we found ourselves laughing so hard our stomachs hurt us......

Our conversation found its way to the bed, oddly, I still felt my peacefully wild butterflies, lol......does this mean that it is possible for a male and female to hang out without sexual tension or action on sexual tension?  Hmmmm, so far, that is what it seemed like.

But in the back of my mind, all I could think about was what his kiss was like after all of this time, what his touch felt like, what he felt like.........trying not to let my thoughts get the best of me, we decided to watch a movie..........just like back in the days.........haha!

Ohh let me rewind, after the first two drinks, he made a huge mistake.........he took off his sweater and shirt.....the alcohol was making his sexy body temperature rise and he did not want to start sweating without doing anything, lol....I just added that part.....but seriously, he did not want to start sweating, but he wanted to remain comfortable........We continued our conversation and he had no problem taking my shoes off in an attempt to make me a little more comfortable.......that reminds me, lol.........

That is when I got the chance....the real chance.....up close and personal chance........live and direct chance to see his incredible fucking physique...........Lawd Aves Murcy, Bff, this man.....hmmmmmmm...............I started to feel the damn devil within, as my eyes scrutinized every single inch of his delicious looking body.......fuck.........to add fuel to the forest fire, he laid down next to me..............I felt my heart jump out of my ding dong chest and hit the fucking floor, going back into me and then bouncing off the ceiling!  I hope I wasn't trembling......trembling is bad, really bad!

I cannot begin to tell you what was going on in my mind, too many things to be able to hone in on one of them..........and all of them pertained to him.............

I wanted to touch him so badly...........but I did not want him to know that I wanted to, hehe, silly me.......He mentioned earlier that he started working out again....working out hard......which caused his body to be tight and sore.............perfect, this gave me the perfect opportunity to offer a rub down...........offer I did............and he accepted..........

In my mind, I said, "take your fucking shirt off and come over here Daddy!", but what really came out of my mouth was, "You might want to take off your shirt", lol.........listen Bff, I am trying to behave....trying is the operative word........

He took off his wife beater and the gates of heaven opened up before my eyes.......I hope he did not see me bite my lips in an attempt to keep from drooling...........damn, damn, damn, he is fine!

I hope he did not feel my hands or body shaking...............I hope he enjoyed the message as much as I did.......I hope I get to touch his body again...........I could not even concentrate properly........my hands all over his big strong back, shoulders, neck and arms............sadistic thoughts running through my head of all of the things I want to do with him.........the mere thought of what his body felt like against mine made me cream a little on my thongs.....Ok, I gotta stop this shit...............I didn't want to stop...........hmmmmm he felt so good......................

Ok girl, enough, you are enjoying this too much…… I wanted to jump on it…….jump on him, but more than anything, I wanted to savor all of him.......I wanted to tease myself.......I wanted to fully enjoy him and all of his yummy goodness.............

We laid back down, I tried to compose myself and talk while sporadically watch the movie.  I feel his hand movin up and down the back of my leg.....I tried not to get to excited, but his touch sent me to another place! 

In a feeble attempt to act like his touch had no effect on me, I allowed words to just come out of my mouth......not too sure if they had anything to do with our conversation, his touch was so powerfully intoxicating my world was spinning out of control.............

I must have been bouncing off of the ceiling, my chest was pounding so hard.....I moved his hand from my leg and put it on my chest......I wanted him to feel my heart pounding....wanted him to feel the effect he had on me without even doing anything.....or should I say, some of the effect he had on me with just one touch!  But even touching his hand made me weak........to make matters worse, I was moving his hand to my breast.......Ohh I wanted to tell him right then and there to fuck me at will, lol...........I know, I am losing it..............

His touch turned into a caress.....caress turned into a tug.........tug turned into a pull........pull turned into a grasp.........turned into a kiss...............which lead to the memory of him becoming my reality......in the now......he was with me.........

Bff, for me, it is very rare to be with a guy who knows how to kiss, touch me and fuck.......that is very rare....do I have to even say that Phil was able to do all there and then some?

His kiss sent me on a trip to euphoria, not sure if I returned to earth, lol.........Ohh Bff, Phil kissed me with such passion, I think I slipped........I must be in a lucid dream........I know I am not astral projecting or am I........Ohh his kiss...his hands all over my body........gave me the charge of life I needed! 

Oh his smooth soft skin enveloped me and sent me into a frenzy......I couldn't take it anymore.........I had to.........curiosity.........I want to........fuck it.......as we kiss, embraced, felt, touched, took off, tossed to the side, explored.........bare, raw and wanted so much more, I could no longer tease myself……I wanted it…..it was right in my reach…….calling me….taunting me……..curiosity……..desire……got a strong hold of me and instinctively my hands found on their way to his dickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..............................WHAT THE FUCK? I quickly retracted my hands, looked at him and we both went from serious to hysterically laughing..............I forgot.....I really forgot..........Bff, Phil's dick is so fucking HUGE, all I could do was move my hands away and laugh at myself............GREAT FUCKING GUGGA MUGGA!!!!!! NIGGA PUNISH ME! BREAK THIS PUSSY!

Bff, that's it, that is it, that is it, that is it............animal instinct came into play........we started kissing again, as my hands explored the canvas of his body, slowly moving over every nook and cranny..........as if I was blind, I allow my hand to read his read his body…….with pleasure my mouth following……my big soft lips kissing his strong chest……..my wet tongue playing with his nipples, sliding down his stomach to finally taste is big beautiful dick........

It is not too often I feel like this or are even able to admit it.....I wanted to suck his dick so badly.......I was drooling as my mouth got closer and closer to it..........Oh shit Bff, his dick is so big and delicious........Please, please please let me be able to suck and fuck Phil again................He filled my entire mouth and then some.......his dick is so long and fat, so big and round.......if I am lucky enough to have the pleasure of being with him again, and again, and again......no matter how many times.......I will never get used to it...........gimme gimme......fuckin gimme............

I know he loved the way my fat lips and wet tongue felt on his massive dick.......I just know it........for after some time, he flipped me on my back and went to town on my pussy.........Listen, I can't find English words good enough to describe the bliss and ecstasy I felt as we fucked.........Bff, it was not only his dick, it was everything.........EVERYTHING..........(but the dick is huge, lol and yummy!)...........

I swear I think I was having a heart attack, that shit felt so good........his dick pounding my pussy making it wetter and wetter with each thrust!!!!!!! This can't be real, I know I am dead.........nothing in life can feel this good and be real, right?  WRONG! PHIL does, lol!

I don't even know how long we were fucking....all I know is he felt like total and complete bliss.........it was out of control how he handled my body, how he took control of me...........I think he knew.....he must have known.........cause he said, "Say it".  At first, I tried to pretend I did not know or realize what he was saying.....he felt so good I couldn't think straight.  "Say it", he said again, this time with more authority.......mmmm a strong, powerful and stern man is such a fucking turn on........"Say it", he damn near yelled at me...................."FUCK ME!", "PLEASE, PLEASE FUCK ME", I damn near screamed.........resisting him is futile for me.......................................