I was supposed to go to dance class tonight..........supposed to be getting my shit together........I found myself running home to see YumYum.......our encounters leave me wanting more.............
All day I worked............on the battle fields of heaven and earth (if you are familiar with the Bhagavad Gita or any holy book, you will understand that earth mean our bodies and heaven is our mind, wink!)..............I have my soldiers, my army lined up to defend my spirit........while the army of pleasure, vast and strong, awaits an advance from their kindred enemy...................
I saw YumYum tonight..............we took a trip to another universe............our travel teased our senses.........when we arrived at our destination........we drank a clear sweet elixir which enhanced our senses...........suddenly everything came to life.........we saw light radiating from everything around us......even inanimate objects glowed vibrantly with this light.............
I could feel YumYum thinking of me.........as we sat and witnessed everything coming to life............I could hear his heart beating as his thoughts of me intensified............
We tried to talk ourselves out of the inevitable........the material union we both feed off of........we allow it to ferment every second we are apart..........in hopes to indulge in the sweet nectar our desires create........
Why does life have to be so trying........so intense for me? BFF, I would not have it any other way.......I feel ALIVE..........I feel and see life in everything.........
When I look into his eyes, I see infinity............memorized by the bliss that his spirit brings to me.........
All things are possible when I am with him.......no more duality, I know the course I must swim...........
I thank God for my angel, YumYum................he helps me find my addends to calculate my sum...........
LOL, well I thought that was cute........but seriously BFF....YumYum has to be sent to me directly from God........when ever I am around him, I feel safe, at peace and full of infinite possibilities........I know he is heaven sent.............