Listen, one of my major weaknesses is the fact that I love love and I so badly wanna be in love with a man who is in love with me! I look for love in ALL THE WRONG PLACES, while biding my "meantime" and growing......
We kept in touch by texting.............texting pleasantries...........so very different from the usual.............no sexting........no dirty talk......non of that......fresh air was what I felt communicating with him.
Reluctantly, I decided to meet him yesterday afternoon............happily surprised I was when I did. His energy is very soothing, calming and peaceful.........we met at a park, sat and talked.......something men don't do anymore (or do they?)............it was so very nice............WE ACTUALLY TALKED.........I couldn't stop blushing, couldn't stop smiling and laughing...........
We sat in the park for about an hour and a half and I felt like a child....carefree....happy....ahhhhhhhhh......He gave me the impression that he was a person.....you know what I mean.......a real person.........but then again....don't they always want you to feel safe so you can open up... hhhmmmmm.
I felt like we had such a good time, I was sad when we both decided to leave...........he has sweet blood and the bugs were eating him alive.........
He walked me back to my car and we experience the awkward silence, you know that silence that comes about when you are not sure of your next move......when you wanna savor the moment.....lol.........I love it..........looking into each other's eyes, we both admitted that we would like to see each other again and we will continue to communicate until we did........then..............then...came the goodbye embrace........
My mind was circling, my heart pounding out of my chest.....I hope and pray that he does not feel my heart beat during the embrace.....oh my goodness.......is he gonna try to kiss me?.....what the fuck do I do?.......Oh damn, I am bursting......so fucking nervous.....what the fuck do I do?
Ok, ok Juicah, calm down........I am making a big deal about nothing.....haaaaaa......it was only a simple hug......phew....I tried to hide my sigh of relief.....not that I did not want to kiss him, his lips looks so juicy soft, lol....his eyes are so gentle and peaceful.......it was a simple hug.......lolol........but wait.......wait a damn minute....his eyes........I was losing myself in his eyes...........wait, we are still hugging..........oh hellz......it is happening...............oh my my my sweet potato pie..........
He kissed me ever so gently.....with so much passion.........my knees started to buckle......I couldn't think.....I couldn't react.......all I could do was submit........ohh Mr. Louis kissed me like he was looking for me all of his life....kissed me like he finally found the love of his life..........time stood still.........could I be dreaming.....I did not want it to end.......but I did not know how much longer I could stand it either........Mr. Louis was making me weak with his kiss.............I had to..............no.....no I don't want to..........break our embrace so that I could catch my breath, stumbling back.........trying to hide my surprise, awe, shock, curiosity and longing for more!!!!!!
I knew he knew.....lolol..........and I did not care.........I think I needed to meet Mr. Lovel..........let's see where it goes from here....................
So, yeah BFF, remember I was telling you about the Internet dating sites? Well, there was one guy I did not mention............I failed to include him.............the fourth guy I met.........hmmmm...........everything happens for a reason....let's see............
Mr. Lovel, cute in a secretive way, did not come off as if his aim was to meet and conquer.....Mr. Lovel played the game very slowly.....sending notes.........we finally got to the point were we exchanged telephone numbers.......but still............he played the game slowly...........
We kept in touch by texting.............texting pleasantries...........so very different from the usual.............no sexting........no dirty talk......non of that......fresh air was what I felt communicating with him.
Reluctantly, I decided to meet him yesterday afternoon............happily surprised I was when I did. His energy is very soothing, calming and peaceful.........we met at a park, sat and talked.......something men don't do anymore (or do they?)............it was so very nice............WE ACTUALLY TALKED.........I couldn't stop blushing, couldn't stop smiling and laughing...........
We sat in the park for about an hour and a half and I felt like a child....carefree....happy....ahhhhhhhhh......He gave me the impression that he was a person.....you know what I mean.......a real person.........but then again....don't they always want you to feel safe so you can open up... hhhmmmmm.
I felt like we had such a good time, I was sad when we both decided to leave...........he has sweet blood and the bugs were eating him alive.........
He walked me back to my car and we experience the awkward silence, you know that silence that comes about when you are not sure of your next move......when you wanna savor the moment.....lol.........I love it..........looking into each other's eyes, we both admitted that we would like to see each other again and we will continue to communicate until we did........then..............then...came the goodbye embrace........
My mind was circling, my heart pounding out of my chest.....I hope and pray that he does not feel my heart beat during the embrace.....oh my goodness.......is he gonna try to kiss me?.....what the fuck do I do?.......Oh damn, I am bursting......so fucking nervous.....what the fuck do I do?
Ok, ok Juicah, calm down........I am making a big deal about nothing.....haaaaaa......it was only a simple hug......phew....I tried to hide my sigh of relief.....not that I did not want to kiss him, his lips looks so juicy soft, lol....his eyes are so gentle and peaceful.......it was a simple hug.......lolol........but wait.......wait a damn minute....his eyes........I was losing myself in his eyes...........wait, we are still hugging..........oh hellz......it is happening...............oh my my my sweet potato pie..........
He kissed me ever so gently.....with so much passion.........my knees started to buckle......I couldn't think.....I couldn't react.......all I could do was submit........ohh Mr. Louis kissed me like he was looking for me all of his life....kissed me like he finally found the love of his life..........time stood still.........could I be dreaming.....I did not want it to end.......but I did not know how much longer I could stand it either........Mr. Louis was making me weak with his kiss.............I had to..............no.....no I don't want to..........break our embrace so that I could catch my breath, stumbling back.........trying to hide my surprise, awe, shock, curiosity and longing for more!!!!!!
I knew he knew.....lolol..........and I did not care.........I think I needed to meet Mr. Lovel..........let's see where it goes from here....................
