The full moon affects many people worldwide causing emotional instability and insecurity. Since the gravitational force of the moon is strong enough to cause the tides, therefore it is possibly changing the gravitational effect on our glands and organs which can affect our moods.
We will experience a full moon tonight, well tomorrow, Saturday, August 13 at 12:57:49 (actually in less than an hour BFF). I am so excited...............being that Mercury is in retrograde, things have been a bit haywire as well as revealing........things are happening.........things are changing.......people....feelings...thoughts........something wonderful and great is on the way for us........well those of us who are............enlightened, lol..............
BFF, tonight I hung out with YumYum, need I say anymore?...............I have so many mixed feelings......thoughts and emotions about this.........I often ask myself what am I really doing..............what my focus is.............
Sometimes I feel so full..........in a split second I feel empty.............maybe this will explain what I am experiencing better:
Over and over.........I try to break the chain............Over and over.........The heart feels so much pain..........So why?............When will this die?...............Can't take no more....................The pain I can't endure..........How do I stop (this)...........Monotonous Insanity
It's taking (total) control of me..............Again and again.............Move one step...........And find myself in the place I began............Again and again................Playing tricks on me.............Lord help me break free from....... Monotonous Insanity
Over and over..........I'm trapped in a maze..........Over and over.........I lost track of the days.........Again
Is my lover and friend........Repetition is my daily dose..........Of the disease that's my life source.......Monotonous Insanity
If I break free, who will I be.......Monotonous insanity has a hold on me...........Hurts to be here, what is my destiny?
Anything is better than this monotonous insanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
