Swing of Thangs.............

Why, Why, Why, BFF did I miss my colonic yesterday.................when I got home from the boat ride, I passed out and did not even hear my alarm go off......I jumped out of bed to find that I had 30 minutes to get to the city.........lolol............

Thank goodness Nacim is cool.......she rescheduled me for today..........and yes BFF, I made sure I went to my appointment this morning......I really needed to be around Nacim, absorb some of her energy and get that shit sucked out of me and my life, lolol..........

Weekends are hard for me...........I have no structure on the weekends with regards to my spiritual routine........I get up and just keep moving instead of taking the same time out to give thanks, pray and meditate............today was different, I wanted to be in the zone........I wanted to intensify the effect of the colonic so that I could hopefully remain at peace during the week............let's see what happens..........

Do I really have to mention the fact that YumYum is still on my mind............do I have to mention the fact that YumYum and I still talk all day, everyday...........No, lol..........I think YumYum is my earth angel.........thank you God!!!!!!!!

So, BFF, the colonic was GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Just the spiritual boost I needed, not to mention I felt lighter and had more energy........I did not go to dance class, I felt that there were more important things to spend my money on today...........

BFF, I have had 2 spiritual readings within the course of a year and a half..........neither reader knew me or anything about me.......neither reader asked specific questions of me...........both readers told me the same thing..........

I bet you wanna know what they told me, right, lol?  Well, they both told me that I have high spiritual energy and that is where my focus should be in order for me to live the life of my dreams...........hmmmm.....now that is very interesting...........

Let me tell you a quick story BFF about me so that you will understand why I think this is interesting........

If you recall, I have mentioned that as a child I always felt and knew there was energy or an entity looking after me....its presence was very strong at all time, even now..........I would hear and see things, be able to move things.....sense others emotions.....sense things before they happened......well, BFF as a child it scared me.........as an adult, it intrigues me and makes me feel at peace......I long to be one with it, long to be closer to it all of the time.............

Not too long ago, it was in me, with me, it was me......I radiated the light.........I felt the light in everything I did, said and thought.....the light was me and I was the light........

It took hard work and disciple to get to that point.........I guess I was feeling myself so much........so much so that my routine became obsolete..........I felt like it was my birthright and I no longer had to do any work to maintain it....boy was I wrong..............slowly everything that I had, I lost........but the great thing about it is.....BFF, I know that once I start up again, it will be so much better than it was the first time around........that is the joy of life BFF, learning from your mistakes and improving your qualitiy of life because of them...........and that is what I am doing.....I am slowly getting back into the swing of things..........

Oh My My My..............Comfort Zone

BFF, BFF.........what is going on with me.........last night I decided to go on a boat ride with Key.....the DJ was hosting and we were invited to go............

I wasted the entire day.....started to get a funky attitude for no reason.......my moods are out of control.......anyway BFF.. I got it together and got to Key in time to get to the pier so we would not miss the boat.......

After we parked and started walking towards the boat, we gave each other a strange look............we noticed that everyone line either had on red or white........why was I wearing flowers and Key was wearing black, lol............

We did not pay it too much attention, it is always good to stand out in the industry, lolol.......so many different characters.....so many different outfits, hairstyles, personalities............I love people watching.......Key thinks it is so amusing to see my facial expressions as the side show plethora makes it way in front of us to their destination..............I think I should have brought a pair of sun glasses with me............I could just imagine my face....................

So we were waiting in front of the pier for the DJ and his manager.............they finally arrived and we exchanged words with security...........apparently it does not matter who you are or who you are with, now a days EVERYONE gets the same treatment, lol..........celebrities no longer get special treatment............

With that out of the way, we boarded the boat..........hmmmm...........everyone else is getting on the boat next to ours.........wait.........EVERYONE is getting on the other boat............oh well, I honestly was not in the mood to be around a lot of drunk people on a boat...................

Now, we are on black folks time, but we did arrive early.........I guess we waited a few more minutes for late comers...........it did not help......our boat had no more than 50 people on it, if that much..............it was basically empty..............everyone had a seat and there was plenty of space to spare.........now that I look around, I notice that everyone on the boat knows each other............Key and I are the only people who don't know anyone on the boat........great just great...........

To add fuel to the fire...........those who boarded ranged from their 20's to their 60's....................SMMFH (shaking my mother fucking head)......I was determined to just have some refreshing time on the water.........I really needed to be out with Yemaja more than an other disturbing element that I may face on the boat............

We finally pushed off and the weather was absolutely perfect.......all of the lovers on the boat......all of the friends........it seems like everyone from the same project complex was in attendance......including the weed man...............

Yemaja was nice to me this evening……….I think she sensed my love for Oshun….(they are sister Orishas).

BFF, I think I may have needed a drink but I have a colonic schedule tomorrow that I really don't want to miss, but I really think I need a drink.....we decided to walk around, plus we were starving...........we descended into the belly of the boat and found the treasure we were looking for......food........

You know how black folks get down.......since there were no servers, we served ourselves and boy oh boy was it surprisingly good.............we sat below deck, exchanging jokes and enjoying the food and the warmth..........did I just hear someone say that the deserts were made of weed?  What the fuck is really going on here?...................I gave Key the most surprised and confused look I could muster..........Key just gave me a blank stare like she did not hear or want to be aware of anything, lolol...

We made our way back upstairs and sat on the deck........just want I needed......quiet time to reflect........are these people rolling right out in the open and smoking.........What in the good world?........BFF, although this boat ride hit the spot for me spiritually, I was so damn confused at what I was seeing.........what was going on right in front of my face.........wow............

The ride and night came to an end and I felt like I was with Yemaja all night.......she comforted me and made me feel at peace........I really enjoyed the boat ride, the water and the entire experience............

BFF, believe it or not, I fear the water............thank you Yemaja for helping me step out of my comfort zone.....................