Alpha Life Celestial Trends September 29 - October 4, 2014

Alpha Life Celestial Trends September 29 - October 4, 2014

 ... Mercury shifts focus to see the deeper side of people and relationships ...

This events from September 29th through October 4th, create a new week with setting goals as part of the transition from September into October. Monday Venus brings in positive emphasis on relationships and the common elements of balance within partnerships and cooperative agreements. The goals that are called into place are ones surrounding business and personal relationships and the alignment with common goals and pursuits.

Mid week business opportunities are emphasized as the SEVEN month of September opens to the EIGHT month of October. EIGHT rules business, contracts and agreements. EIGHT also creates a quicker pace with a specific purpose. Accomplishments and emphasis on financial strength becomes the cornerstones of the month. Alignment with those of the same purpose find the alignment that pulls people toward those who share this same focus.

On Thursday, Mercury hits 2 Scorpio and hovers to bring a deeper perspective of people, relationships and partnerships into view. Mercury turns retrograde on Saturday at 2 Scorpio. With Mercury’s focus on the deeper elements of motives, ethics and values, new information will begin to be collected from various situations and events. Mercury begins to review many of the situations that have occurred since the 15th of September, that carry a message that provides additional information. From this deeper perspective information becomes available for those that have the awareness to see and understand the deeper meaning.

Alpha Life Celestial Trends September 21 - 27, 2014

Alpha Life Celestial Trends September 21 - 27, 2014

 

September 21st through September 27th

Monday Pluto slows and turns direct at 11 Capricorn, prompting business and political resolutions.  Pluto brings power issues forward that are either empowering or controlling others.  Pluto turning direct will begin to unfold the new changes and transitions that are prompting changes within many realms of business, industry, government and career.  Sun moves into Libra as well, signaling the Autumn Equinox, shifting to the last quarter of the year.  Sun shines the light onto the Libra elements of harmony, partnership, relationships and diplomatic connections.  With Sun & Mercury in Libra, focus toward balance is pushing hard.  Opening a door to regain the balance that was pursued as Mars ventured into Libra for the first seven months of this year.  However, opening the door seems to indicate empty efforts.  However, it is at this time that you will begin to see and hear of the efforts during this time in which your efforts brought in the rewards that were earned.  the new Moon on the 24 brings Sun and Moon to the exact connection at 1 Libra.  With a New Moon, major connections come in that bring in opportunities with Libra energies providing the balance.  Friday Mercury connects with Moon opening the floodgates of information that is pertinent to the situations emerging.  Saturday finds Mercury shifting out of Libra and into Scorpio.  The information that is now aligning with the inner depth and qualities of each person is coming up short within the ability to find the inner connectivity points, which create the Mercury retrograde theme; to go hunting for the qualities that need to be lined up with the efforts and events from the first seven months of the year.    

Alpha Life Celestial Trends September 14 - 20, 2014

  September 14th through September 20th

 

Mercury reaches the important point of 16 Libra on Monday, September 15.  This point becomes the same point reached on October 25 when Mercury turns direct at 16 Libra.  Earlier in the year when Mars was in Libra and turned retrograde, the same degrees were affected which makes situations look as though progress is not advancing.  However, Mercury will pull information from that time and bring forward the efforts, creating a pathway to move through the old situations to reach the new environment.  You may even have the chance to bump into people that were prominent during that time.  The issue is that situations have progressed and you have moved beyond the old situations, ready to take action on the new environment.  Late Thursday a new surge of information emerges that takes your creative ideas and begins to put some power behind them, shooting them out of a cannon, ready to land into new situations.  Saturday morning, Moon rises with Jupiter, bringing in a promise of good things to come, as you have had to wait patiently. 

 

 

Dream, September 8-9, 2014

Bff, last night/this morning I had a dream in which myself and other people were boarding what looked like a huge tour bus to travel.  Where we were going ,I do not know, lol, but we were going.

There was a little unorganized mass confusion by the door of the bus, however, even though it seemed like people were pushing to get on the bus, they were very friendly and they were actually playing with each other.  I felt like I wanted to get in on the fun so I did.  I took my luggage and went to where it looked like commotion at the door of the bus and easily squeezed my way passed a few laughing and talking people, climbed up very steep stairs until I got to the real entrance of the bus. 

Looking ahead…this tour bus was super big on the inside but the seats were all crammed together, giving the appearance of what the movies rendition of the seats of a plane after a crash look like.  This also made the interior of the bus appear very small.

There were already  a few older people on the bus, which confirmed my earlier thought that everyone was just having fun outside. 

As I maneuvered through the crammed seat tour bus, I pleasantly smiled at the passengers who were sitting and waiting patiently for everyone else to board.

I did not get too far on the bus before I decided to put my bags down and leave the bus to go someplace for something.  

Bff....I could shot myself because I can not remember what I left the bus for....however, I do remember that fact that I had a limited amount of time to come go and come back.....the bus would leave anyone....no exceptions.

So....I left. If I recall correctly,  I was with someone....I just can't remember who...…..

Bff.....I can't even remember where I was going and what I needed to get. All I know is during the dream I felt I had to go and get whatever it was for the trip to "CONSCIOUSNESS KNOWS WHERE".   Hahahaha,  get it? Never mind.

So.....I am on the way to the place to get the thing and I am happy....and I feel complete.  Bff.....not that I am miserable in this reality.....ok yes...I am miserable in this reality lol.  But that is neither here nor there....the fact of the matter is, I had a dream last night/this morning in which I was traveling with people I do not know, to a destination I can't remember. 

I do not remember feeling shy, scared, anxious,  nervous or anything. All I remember about my feelings were they were all upper/light feelings…

FUCK ME Bff....for not voice recording that dream like I did with a dream I had back in April.....A dream about my twin.

Bff.....spirit is with me and I am connected.   Check this out…..

After waking up, I checked my emails because I was expecting an email from my spiritual advisor.  Sidebar: I decided to  get guidance from Chloe, one of the people I reached out to for a Twin Flame reading.   I asked her a few questions to help me deal with this twin flame journey.  She replied and it was most helpful as she gave me guidance, prayers and meditations to help me understand this entire connection with Will and the journey.   Chloe always tells me that my guides want me to stop worrying and release my worries and anxieties to them.  I have been doing just that. Sidebar: I will post all of the reading I got, lol.

I saw the email and kept on pushing so I could leave the house and get to work ontime.  I was going to read it on the train and when I saw it, I had piece of mind to open the attachments and download them on my phone.

I finally make it out of the house but I had no money on me and making a stop to the atm could set me back 15 minutes in my commute…..

Decisions.....yes...I decided to keep going.    At the corner of my block, I reach into my bag and grab my change purse.  I knew I have a few coins but not sure if they add up to the metro fare. I knew I did not have cash on me as I spent what was in my purse yesterday and I did not bring money out of the house. 

Looking through the puses, I decide to open a receipt and  wouldn't you know $11 was folded in that receipt.

Thank you guides, ancestors, orishas, universe, God for always looking after me…..

I made it to work ontime with money in my pocket.

Now......what does that dream mean?

Alpha Life Celestial Trends - September 7 - 13, 2014

September 7th through September 13th

The almost full moon that rises Sunday evening emphasizes the Virgo/Pisces attributes, to bring forward the qualities that emphasize inner and outer balance.  Virgo emphasizes the outer sense to make the right decisions and Pisces emphasizes the inner, intuitive connection with the spiritual sense of following what is right, regardless of the outer voices of reason, society and those who seemingly have outer authority.  This Full Moon at 16 Virgo/16 Pisces requires a strong and deep connection to deal with the waves pushing and pulling situations, bending you one-way and then another.  Sunday evening sees the Full Moon that again arrives on Monday night as well.  The Harvest Moon brings the efforts forward that are now ready for Harvest.  A time that your efforts to build must give way to transition the crops to their next level, with a great amount of round-the-clock effort.  Whether it is corn, apples or grapes for wine, it is Harvest Time.  Business pursuits with ideas and concepts must now be ready to travel down the runway to lift off and go to their next destination as well.   Midweek, Venus brings balance to Neptune’s spiritual blueprint.  Venus brings forward the solutions that have to be put into place to smooth the bumps that occur mid-week.  Finding the solutions becomes the important balance to achieve on Wednesday.  Rolling out the clarifications helps to put all of the pieces in the right places.  Saturday Mercury in Libra is in opposition to Uranus in Aries, which naturally kicks many situations over and seemingly spills out the issues and creates problems.  However, only after all issues are seen for what they are, then the right solution can present itself.  Mars rolls into fiery Sagittarius that comes in, looks at the situation, says it like it is and takes action to get things rolling in the right direction. Mars in Sagittarius is a no-nonsense type of placement.  Direct, to the point, type of actions in order to fix the problem.  Quick, easy and it is done, no frills, no fluff, just what needs to be done.  Mars is in Sagittarius from September 13 through October 26.  The inundation of activity and high level of accomplishments during this time will be stunning.  Looking back it will seem that an incredible amount of ground has been covered.  It is time to rev up and be ready for action. 

Remember My Post "Suntin-To-Think-About"

Bff…lolol…remember my post in 2011 titled, "Suntin To Think About"?  Well if you don't, you can go back and read it again, lol, or you can just keep reading this blog…you know I am "on it!", lol.

Lemme give you a brief summary of that blog…….I was basically asking if I was blocking my blessings by having "non significant encounters and/or relationships", or what I would sometimes also call "superficial" relationships.  No matter how it is put, the question was if I was blocking the chance for me to meet my soul mate by having those type of strictly physical connections.

It took a few years but Bff…..the answer is NO.

NO….I was not blocking anything….not my blessings….not my soul mate……not my true love….nothing.  Not one thing has been blocked….Can you believe that?

Well guess what?  It is true!!!

Everything…I MEAN EVERYTHING in life happens the way it is supposed to happen.  Guess what? Most of the time when things don't go the way we want them to….it is because there is something else or somethings else (ahahahaha) that are meant for you…….not only meant for you but meant for the betterment of you….betterment and all of its pleasures.

Wait a minute…did you just read what I wrote?  BETTERMENT OF YOU AND ALL OF THE PLEASURE YOU GET FROM YOUR BETTERMENT.  Ok, I may not have typed it out exactly like that the first time…..but it is there now for your innerstanding, lol.

Now check this out Bff…….how many times have I expressed this or something like this and still felt like I got the fucking short end of the stick……feeling like I am the one that pulled the shortest straw and now I have to go outside and battle the monsters destroying the Earth!

I have no idea just like you probably don't either, lol….

Well……the full moon is coming so let me be a little quite and see…..maybe I will find out why I feel like this and so much  more….

Hehe!!!

Ohhhh…….That Explains It…..

WOW…….I must say Bff.  For a few minutes, I was….no…it was actually a few seconds before I realized what was really going on.

Let me fill you in on what happened today…..I still have not heard from Higgins.  Part of that is because I did not reach out to him.  Well, he did not reach out to me, but that is no excuse.  I really think he is upset with me.  I am going to wait to see what happens.  Maybe in a month's time I will reach out to him if he does not reach out to me first.  I know…I am running….

My day at work was ok….Nothing major happened.  Basically at work I am fortunate enough to be able to do my work and still have more that half of the day to do as I please as long as I do not excessively use the phone, internet or am away from my desk.  Some days I get wrapped up in reading and doing research on spirituality, metaphysic and the like I only leave my desk long enough to get food and bring it back during my lunch period, lol..  Talk about obsessive/compulsive, hahahaha.
 

So….ok, Bff….when I go to work, I really do not dress up….but ohh how I love dressing up.  I do not wear heels to work or anything I think is dress up clothes.  I actually wear what I consider to be house dresses but others think are dresses that are "so beautiful", lol.  So on Friday, as any other day, I was wearing a house dress to work.  I am a big gurl and this house dress I don't even wear in the house because it is extremely form fitting.  I was running late and wore it anyway.

I consider myself a big gurl, but I am not fat..I know I hold my weight in the right places…..but I also think I could lose a few pounds in certain places.....scratch that....I would transfer the fat from one place to another,  yes I would if I had the money,  lol.

So, I put on the dress and a dead man could see my curves…  All day no one said anything to me….great…….I could make it through the day without anyone coming on to me or anything and that would be a great day for me.  Bff…I wear form fitting clothing to work, but nothing like this….don't get me wrong….I looked very tasteful..but being a full figured West Indian woman with full lips and tattoos all over the place who does not usually wear clothing that actually allows you to see the contour of her ass may be quite shocking…..especially in corporate america, lol.  So check this out…

I am finally going home and I mistakenly jump off of one train to get on the exact same train across the platform….smart real smart, lol…..As I am slowly approaching the new train, this guy stands in my way….I try not go give him the, "Didn't you see me coming from the train across the platform" look as I continued to advance while he backed up.  He started saying something that I could not understand so I asked him to repeat himself.   Bff, this brother was very handsome…..dark skinned, really muscular, had a few tattoos and was well dressed.  That does not make up from the fact that I did not understanding a word that was coming from his mouth.  All of that handsomeness and great adjectives go right out the window.  

He started asking me about my tattoos…I knew this was what he thought was an in, so I answered am many questions as I could understand….Great thing…..he did most of the talking, so I just smiled and nodded.  

Long story short, we exchanged numbers and before I even got to my bus to go home, I get a text from him about how my azz is so big and he wants me to shit on him................What the Fuck?

Ohh so that explains it!!!!

I Just Don't Know

Bff…….I really don't want to type right now, but it has been so long since I have communicated with you. So much has happened.

First off……I must have pissed Higgins something fierce, I have not heard from him in 8 days.  We had this drug/sex episode…..I will have to tell you about it in more detail later……crazy…..some unexpected household issue came up….later that day I saw him and asked him "What is wrong?", I guess that question pissed him off.  He looked at me and said, "Well, if you don't know, blah blah blah!".  Bff, I was there when blah blah blah happened…..I know that is on your mind…..however, I asked him because he was pacing up and down my room, when he usually gets comfy and sits down (he was supposed to stay the night). So…I said, "I know that is the underlying reason that something is wrong, I was there?" I know I said something like, "But I am asking you if something else is wrong?" Must have pissed him off even more and he said to me, lol, "Are you gonna do or say anything to make me feel better?"……………………..I looked at him….he looked at me and said, "I thought so!" and walked away from me…in my room and left, lol.  I chuckled and started to clean up my room, burning on the inside cause I refused to let him get the best of me……am I gonna do or say anything to make him feel better? Are you serious? He did not say…I called him later that night and we spoke for a couple of minutes and he got off of the phone…I have not heard from him since……..however…….I have not reached out either…………..

My Sun………..sighhhhhhhhhh…..

Uhhhhhhh…Bff….right now……I am feeling so freakin tossed…….left behind…….I am not typing this cause I am in the "pity partah" mode……I just wanna get this out…Maybe I will get some message from expressing myself like this…..so Bff, please be patient with me……..and just read with openness….(this ain't easy…)

Huuuuuuuu…..I don't know if this really measures up….I just don't know…..cause right now I am not good……I am so not feeling good right now and I know this is me…..this is all me…5…….FIVE……readings and 4 came back………3 of those confirmed what I know…..even if they didn't…….I would still feel the same…….but even more than that…….I sit here with tears running down my face because the pain is stronger than before………the choices made………..the things unsaid…….the cries I try to suppress…….I fail in every way………I stare at you because I wanna remember…….so when this storm comes round I have a post to hold on to…….the winds are so fierce…..the rain so heavy………

Why do I feel like this……….lost and confused…….misplaced and…….please come to me tonight…..when you sleep……I just wanna see you…….touch you……kiss you………the pull is so strong………as I sit here….. I can't stop crying…...

Alpha Life Celestial Trends - September 2014 Overview

Celestial Trends - September 2014

September 2014 Overview

September is universally a SEVEN* month (in numerology terms), which shifts your thoughts, concepts and beliefs from the influence of the outer world to the inner elements of your connection with the Divine.  The events of September point to the shifts and changes that occurred earlier in the year, especially as major delays (from Mars retrograde in Libra) with twists and turns kept situations from moving forward in a logical way.  The shift of Jupiter from Cancer into fiery Leo created the spark to ignite the major changes that were already happening, albeit in slow motion.  Since mid July, the pace has activated the avalanche of options and opportunities to move into your new life.  August unfolded and moved situations even further along the way.  The month of September typically become a time of review for the year.  However, because of all the delays, the typical review will be checking off the box and jumping into the next situation. Major evolution of events will continue all through September in preparation for the Solar and Lunar Eclipse in October which parallels a Mercury retrograde in Libra and the first few degrees of Scorpio.  The events from mid-September on become the pathway of situations that will later shift and change as Mercury retrogrades back into key scenarios.  This guarantees that the last half of September will have all sorts of situations flying into your life and pulling you in one direction and then into another, not really knowing what you want to do, but giving you many options.  Ultimately, September becomes the runway that will launch you into a completely new life as October’s Solar and Lunar Eclipses signal that it is now time to lift off and the new reality is the destination.

The highlights of September circle around the heightened aspect of Mercury in Libra, which began September 1.  It not only reflects the shifts during the first seven months of this year while Mars was in Libra, but also the fact that Mercury will reach the important point of 16 Libra on September 15.    Mercury, once retrograde (beginning October 4), will aim back to this point of 16 Libra, reaching back through the retrograde on October 25 before turning direct.  The events from Mercury’s focus of 16 Libra, have a high level of importance in your life, especially as the Full Moon / Lunar Eclipse in October sparks heightened realizations that are carried at the same 16 Libra vibration.  This turning point begins major choices, as with the Full Moon of Sun opposition Moon, Uranus next to the Moon creates the emotional challenges to open the door for greater self-understanding.  Pulling up the high tide of information begins as this all-important point of 16 Libra is reached in mid-September.  The new reality that is moving into place begins at this time, revealing the reality of your new life.