Absolutely EVERYTHING.
First....Sorry for being away for such a long time..........I was figuring out what was going on and I found out....Yes, I found out what I have been experiencing.
Please sit down, this may shock you........as it did with me but it made so much sense....
Ok, remember how I was constantly writing about my ex, Will, and how I more recently hired a spiritual advisor and found out that Will and I are TWIN FLAMES....???
Well, since then shit done hit the fucking tip of the Universe....damn hitting the fan. I will fill you in on everything in future blogs.........but for right now.........lemme just give you a quick fill in.....
Will and I were communicating and it was so lovely...........until...what I am guessing is his ego and fear came along.....We went from seeing each other and doing spiritual work to him straight up telling me that he will no longer communicate with me. I knew it was going to happen.......I just had the feeling that he was going to get scared.......scared of the realization that his life is not real........that he is living a LIE...............HMMMMM
Will called me one day to tell me that his soul longs to be with me so much that he could not focus on what he feels he needs to be doing................HELLFUCKINGOOOOOOO............I have felt like this since we first met years ago.......STAND IN THE FUCKING LINE BEHIND ME. You see BFF, the difference is, I WELCOME the energy, the mission, the connection that we share......This TWIN FLAME connection is a blessing from GOD..........he does not....he does not welcome it at all, He does, however, welcome the thought (as he told me) he does not see where this Twin Flame energy plays a part in his life........as he lives his life from the messages "ego" gives him......This shit makes so much sense to me.......but who am I............EYE AM!!!!
It did not surprise me when he called to tell me he could no longer communicate with me..........he has some healing to do and can't focus because his soul longs to be with me....Why? BECAUSE EYE DECIDED to be open and accepting of everything...........NO MATTER WHAT and in doing so...........EYE was aware of the messages, synchronicities and lessons (well some of them, lol, I am still learning) that SPIRIT was giving me..............I accepted his words, I accepted his actions, accepted this part of the TWIN FLAME journey of him running away AGAIN......I pulled back (but not as hard as he did), stopped sending him energy, stopped thinking about him, long time before he called to tell me this.......I knew it was going to be a war he would have with himself......a war that I could not help him with..........
Then...........I fell sick and he called.......to tell me that he was chanting and doing spells to get the piece of his soul back that he gave me..............Ohh, so that is the reason I found myself in the hospital and out of work for over a month..............motherfucking beloved Will did Voodoo on me and with the help of his s/o...that shit hit my physical like a ton of bricks..........
But BFF, you can't stop THE GODDESS, you can't kill THE GODDESS....FOR EYE AM.....and EYE WILL ALWAYS BE.......(just like the GOD protected connection between he and me, hehe, no SERIOUSLY!)
EYE turned to me (my Guides, my Ancestors, Ascended Masters, Archangels and all Beings of 100% Love and Light) and found my strength, healing and because of what he did and what his s/o has been doing.............EYE AM STRONGER!!!
Yes, EYE am fucking pissed..........how dare you turn away from SOURCE, use black magic on SOURCE.............and then call SOURCE to find out if you cut me down.....................trying to find out if what you did worked...........NEVA................
BFF...........you got that shit right..............EYE am fucking heated............EYE guarantee you will come back to me..............this is not a curse......it is a psychic prediction, you see......all of this time while you are at play.............EYE have been studying, working and developing my gifts for our REUNION DAY.............when you will decide to leave the matrix.............then you will see that your life was a fucking trick..........and with all of my love that still grows for you..............when that day comes you will know what EYE know too............
Let's get this straight, BFF, EYE am not being mean or spiteful.......EYE am being real....EYE love this man with every molecule of my being.......HE and EYE come from the same cell of God's heart......1 day (very soon) he will see.........and it will be GOD'S VICTORY.............(No, Eye am not getting religious on you, that is something I will NEVA DO!)
EYE AM STRONGER than who you think EYE AM..............XOXOXOXOXOXO
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