Nothing Else Really Matters............

I woke up with a refreshed spirit...........embraced by the Most High...........I met the day with renewed love and gratitude........

Today is the start of a new week for me...........a new week of unfathomable possibilities and pleasure..........today I will dance for Oshun.........

Full of excitement, I popped out of bed, ready to get out into the world..........ready to live.  My normal routine on Sundays is to be lazy....to wake up early and just let time slip away........leaving me to feel like I wasted the day away doing nothing..............today was different.......today is the start of...steps of improvement....

Fear has stifled me into procrastinating..........blocking me from moving in the direction of peace, fulfillment and pleasure..........who am I kidding?........I am doing it to myself........lol

I want so badly to make it to class on time......to be prepared...........to dance for Oshun........well, let's just say I was not as late as I usually am to class.........

I finally got to class at 2:15 pm......not so bad right?  Well, bad enough.......if you know me......you will know I don't necessarily like attention.......I don't like the spotlight........Daddy taught me to be the little lady that is seen but not heard, to speak when spoken to.......wow, children are so impressionable......it stuck with me and I nurtured it and let it grow.......taking control of me and now......sometimes I don't want to be seen... lol

Oshun was with me......she danced through me......she took over me......even my teacher and dance mates could see........how she transformed me...........class was so exhilarating......nothing else matters but my body making love to the music......nothing else counts but surrendering to the fluid movements.......Nothing else really matters.................

Full........my thirst is quenched.........dancing......Oshun...........nothing else really matters............