BFF, once again, I failed to tell you that I took the day off of work...........please forgive me..........
Although today Mr. Lovel expressed to me that he wanted to see me possibly this weekend.......he would like to hang out.......ok.......I know what that means........we will see.........
There is something in me that is fearful........something that has prevented me from doing one thing I know I should do.....stopping me from meditating.........
My fear of success is outrageous.........it has stifled me from being a singer, a published writer, a belly dancer who performs.........why do I fear success so much?
I guess that is one of the things I need to work on.....one thing I am working on right now by writing to you.......baby steps right BFF?
Today was another peaceful day. I still communicate with Mr. Lovel and BigDaddy, lolol. Nothing has really changed with that..........
Although today Mr. Lovel expressed to me that he wanted to see me possibly this weekend.......he would like to hang out.......ok.......I know what that means........we will see.........
There is something in me that is fearful........something that has prevented me from doing one thing I know I should do.....stopping me from meditating.........
My fear of success is outrageous.........it has stifled me from being a singer, a published writer, a belly dancer who performs.........why do I fear success so much?
I guess that is one of the things I need to work on.....one thing I am working on right now by writing to you.......baby steps right BFF?
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