Message in a Dream.........

Bff............I want to record my dream........or maybe it was not a dream........

It felt so real.........now in this awake state.........I feel dizzy.......disoriented....Maybe it was not a dream...maybe it was real..........I did feel..........

Before I woke this morning, I found myself in a place where my sister was preparing for marriage....This feels so familiar...I know I have been here before.........

Seeing my sister so happy and full of joy.........constantly talking about what is to come...that special day with her special one.....

As she paused and smiled...........I could feel her bliss.............until she told us who he is........

Stuck..........in shock........trying not to show it..............clouds of confusion.........am I the only one who knows it

Can't be true what she has just said..................cause the man she plans to married just left my bed.....

Looking around to confirm what I know.................everyone staring at my sis...........matching her glow....

Quietly I snuck out the room…………..still perplexed..................looking around in preparation for what's to come next...

Showers of peace reigning over me...........in the near distance..........I looked and could see.........

The man my sister is soon to wed............the same man who has been sleeping in my bed............

Slowly he walks over to me..................while I try to grab hold of some serenity..............

The look in his eyes made it plain to see..............someone is sending a message to me............

Still feeling confused now combined with hurt..............this place feels familiar.....I'm now on alert........

He took my hand and led the way…….to show me things my dream can’t portray……….

Back and forth I saw us go…………….was I watching, was I there……….I really don’t know….

One thing’s for sure………I feel it strong…………..the message will come to me……it won’t be long…

This is the second time around……….I find myself on this familiar ground….

The place where someone connected to me…………..has another life…………perhaps I wasn’t supposed to see?

I wonder why I came back here……..the pain is still present…………but not coupled with my fear

For some strange reason he turns to me……….still holding my hand…….which confuses me……

Looking into my eyes…..he utters no words……..but the feelings I got made me a little disturbed

Vibrating with love……..peace I observed………pain slowing fading……..it sounds a bit absurd

I open my eyes………..flesh feels a little pain………of my second journey to that familiar plane…

Where someone connected to me………is showing me twice……..the same fucking message……..to help improve my life….

I try to calm down……..I want it so bad……….still in a little daze………I picked up my notepad……..

Right knee throbbing………..shaking my head…………body struggling to leave the damn bed…

Not sure of the message………I’ll get is soon………thank you spirit for not allowing me to live a life of doom.

Bff…….I had this dream before….where my boyfriend was getting ready to marry my sister….

But this time around………he wanted me to see things………he kept showing my sister and her preparing for the big day…………he held my hand and it took the pain away…….and then he let me see him too………..and that is when I did not know what to do.

It felt and looked like they were going different ways…………what was the message……what was he trying to say?

Bff……I don’t understand this message.

I got out of bed trying to start my day…………felt spirit heavy………could not hear what it has to say…

Stuck in a daze………moving blindly……….voices surround me………I step lightly….

Breath of fresh air………blows on my neck………a kiss….a touch…..what will come next?

Always sending messages…………that will never change……..stay in the now……..release your pain

Later the message became clear to me………..it took most the day………..but I now more than see

The past is not me……….the future is near……….the present is where you should be my dear!!!!!

Haha!!!! Bff……..I am not only open…….I am observant………I am awake………..I am…..