Opportunity for Unity

I always find myself in this same place…………every time I allow distance between us.  I keep telling myself every single day……..telling myself I am going to do this….I am going to do that……I am going here…..I am going there, lol.  I end up in the same fucking place every single time……….The place that is far away from you.

Bff….there is really nothing to explain, no reason….The only thing that can be do is this…….

I wish there were a language that would express how I feel….English words never seem to grasp the feeling meaning (if that makes any sense, lol) of what I want to say…..

You see…………………..I can’t help but laugh and cry as I write this………Bff…….it just dawned on me……..that all of the people who I write about………..These people ARE ME!!!

Bff…….how can this be? 

Get comfy………..kick up your feet………I am about to help you see………..

Sam…….you see………is part of me…..Who I was but can no longer can be….That carefree spirit….young, brave and strong……..Unfortunately without growth he didn’t last long…..

All good things don’t have to end…….but things will change……..Stay with me my friend….

Sam was young……..fresh and new…….He had a goal and knew what to do………Pooled his resources……..made it to the top……..Stepped on a few necks………but always avoided the cops…….

Sam called but never spoke of his plan…….At this point it would not have mattered……I fucked his supply man, lol…………This got Sam pissed……..I ain’t gonna lie………But at the end of the day…….he would always tell me, “I am a 27 year old guy”…………

So what does that mean? ……Should I ask him to explain?  Why bother…..What’s the use….like him…I jumped on the next train……………

He cussed and fussed, calling me all sorts of names…………I must have really hurt him…….Ohh damn, what a fucking shame!!!……….

Time heals all wounds………..That’s what they say………….Just keep reading…..I have so much more to say………..

So how is Sam me??……Look close and you will see……but it might not be that easy….Let me give you some help with this………The explanation you will not want to miss……………

Opportunity is a beast that is ever present………..Those who don’t take it, later regret it……..But not true for Sam……who’s the realist of real, lol……….When opportunity knocked……….Sam snatched it and flipped it, You know the deal…..Who can blame him?…Life is a game………If I were Sam, I probably would have done the same, lol………

But this is where it gets touchy……….cause some things were kept unsaid…………Left out on purpose……..Kept hidden in Sam’s head…………

Remember Sam’s goal?, He knew what to do……….But his goal did not include communicating with you!!! …..Now let’s get this straight…………..I am not “entitled” to know…….But it sure would have been nice, so my pace could have fallen in tow……………

When Sam reached out to me…...to bring me up to speed……..That’s when I knew I was his “Opportunity”, lol……..

A storm brewing inside me………..Kept getting harder to contain………….The more I listened to him talking………His words plummeting my brain……….Of how he used MY (lol) money to get him ahead…………Got his business up……….I kept listening but shaking my fucking head!!!………..

While all of this transpired………Not one word was said…………..To let me know I was included………..In the plans he made in his head.………

You still can’t see???? It’s so clear to me………….cussin, fussin and the "Opportunity"???…..He did to me what I have done…………..…….You will see once you change your perception!!!!!!!!!!

Haha…..lolol Bff…….It’s crazy cause I realize…………He is me and I am him………….Stick around to find out how I am like the rest of them…………………..ahahahah

We are pieces of the same mirror...…..once the mirror broke……we were given the "Opportunity" to look at things differently……….in hopes to return to "Unity"

Muaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

(Sidebar:  In the beginning.......Source decided to have an experience.........the decision resulted in the creation of us.........all of us.............created from Source......…..Hence….I am you…You are Me…….We experiencing the same things through different perspectives.  At the moment you realize how the union of our experiences connect us……… how people who experience the same thing may have different feelings, thoughts, emotions, memories or reactions (in other words, perceptions and perspectives) to that experience!!!!!  Check this out Bff……..Imagine getting to the "Knowing" feeling that your perspective and perception of the experience was "ONE" of  an "INFINITE NUMBER" of perspectives and perceptions you "COULD" have experienced.  That is amazing, lololol....I am you.....you are me........I hope that with this statement now you see!! I love you!!)