I need so help with this one...........it must be the full moon Bff, it really must be..........
Lemme give you some valuable information from Alpha Lift Trends. According to them:
"Late Thursday (Juicah's note: Thursday was last Thursday, January 5th, the day after I found out about Sam's party, haha!) Moon shifts into Gemini, which provides the surge of information to come into situations that are revealing the different paths and choices that are available. With so many hitting the top of their summit on many different mountains, show the many paths that can now be visible. The information that begins to come in on Friday also brings the options and choices that are revealed. With so many options and choices, we can finally begin to wrap up many issues and bring resolutions to the table.
Saturday opens the door to Moon providing the information that allow us to regain security and provide the stepping stones forward as we traverse the plateau to see the various choices that are on the horizon and on their way into our life. "Bff, could this be real? Could this sit really be true! I have been reading Alpha Life Trends for a year and they are ON FUCKING POINT!
Was it just me or do you see what is happening here? Wait, Bff, did you read that shit?
"Information" "Information" "Information" will be "REVEALED". Bff, gimme a minute to gather myself........I just had a "wow aha" moment.
So, the plot gets thicker................................
Although I am getting a clearer picture of what Sam thinks of me........it does not mean that I "HAVE TO" react, right? I have decided to observe, I might put a little bit of gas on the fire, but I usually do it with a smile on my face (wink)...Bff, knowing this information.......Don't you think it would be in my best interest to stay out of Sam's vision......let me explain.......
It is obvious that Sam has every one fooled about who he really is.........it is obvious that he thinks no one will ever learn about all of his undertakings that are hurtful to those who care for him (believe it or not, I still do, lol)........with the info provided to be, thanks to the natural order of the universe, I found out how he views me.......why the fuck would I put myself in a position for his view of me to change for the worse? It would be stupid for me to do that, right? Maybe it is just me, maybe I am warped, I should not even be playing this fucking game.....but I WANT THE FUCKING TRUTH!
YumYum and I have become very close over the past few months.......when I say close, I mean that we have formed a friendship (or so I think. According to Alpha Life Trends, "information" will be revealed to help me decide which path I want to take. So as far as Sam goes, I got the info and I decided to take the path of "observer"......but check this........I got some info on YumYum too.......which adds to all of my confusion....
Here is the situation:
YumYum and I are sitting in my car, talking, laughing, smoking.....he gets a call from Sam.......Sam needs to see him, but is not in the area, Sam wants to send his brother to see YumYum......YumYum tells me and I explain to YumYum that I do not want to be around when any business is conducted for or with Sam......
Bff, this is my reason for that: Sam knows that YumYum and I are friends........knowing and SEEING are two different things.......I know that Sam is not my man but there is a possibility that if I SEE him in a loving embrace with another female, I MAY get the impression that he is dating her.......anyone MAY get that impression......IT IS ALL ABOUT PERCEPTION.
My perception of a situation I see WILL BE completely different from someone else's perception
With that in mind.....I do not know what Sam's perception or thought would be if he SAW YumYum and I hanging out........nor do I want to find out if my position it to "OBSERVE".
Now, you tell me...............
When I express my desire to not be around when doing business with Sam, YumYum became upset and told me that I should not stop living my life because of him..........
Bff, I completely understand what and where YumYum is coming from BUT, I HAVE TO RIGHT TO HANDLE SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE AS I PLEASE!
I am heated......so, I am gonna end this entry right here................until tomorrow!
Lemme give you some valuable information from Alpha Lift Trends. According to them:
"Late Thursday (Juicah's note: Thursday was last Thursday, January 5th, the day after I found out about Sam's party, haha!) Moon shifts into Gemini, which provides the surge of information to come into situations that are revealing the different paths and choices that are available. With so many hitting the top of their summit on many different mountains, show the many paths that can now be visible. The information that begins to come in on Friday also brings the options and choices that are revealed. With so many options and choices, we can finally begin to wrap up many issues and bring resolutions to the table.
Saturday opens the door to Moon providing the information that allow us to regain security and provide the stepping stones forward as we traverse the plateau to see the various choices that are on the horizon and on their way into our life. "Bff, could this be real? Could this sit really be true! I have been reading Alpha Life Trends for a year and they are ON FUCKING POINT!
Was it just me or do you see what is happening here? Wait, Bff, did you read that shit?
"Information" "Information" "Information" will be "REVEALED". Bff, gimme a minute to gather myself........I just had a "wow aha" moment.
So, the plot gets thicker................................
Although I am getting a clearer picture of what Sam thinks of me........it does not mean that I "HAVE TO" react, right? I have decided to observe, I might put a little bit of gas on the fire, but I usually do it with a smile on my face (wink)...Bff, knowing this information.......Don't you think it would be in my best interest to stay out of Sam's vision......let me explain.......
It is obvious that Sam has every one fooled about who he really is.........it is obvious that he thinks no one will ever learn about all of his undertakings that are hurtful to those who care for him (believe it or not, I still do, lol)........with the info provided to be, thanks to the natural order of the universe, I found out how he views me.......why the fuck would I put myself in a position for his view of me to change for the worse? It would be stupid for me to do that, right? Maybe it is just me, maybe I am warped, I should not even be playing this fucking game.....but I WANT THE FUCKING TRUTH!
YumYum and I have become very close over the past few months.......when I say close, I mean that we have formed a friendship (or so I think. According to Alpha Life Trends, "information" will be revealed to help me decide which path I want to take. So as far as Sam goes, I got the info and I decided to take the path of "observer"......but check this........I got some info on YumYum too.......which adds to all of my confusion....
Here is the situation:
YumYum and I are sitting in my car, talking, laughing, smoking.....he gets a call from Sam.......Sam needs to see him, but is not in the area, Sam wants to send his brother to see YumYum......YumYum tells me and I explain to YumYum that I do not want to be around when any business is conducted for or with Sam......
Bff, this is my reason for that: Sam knows that YumYum and I are friends........knowing and SEEING are two different things.......I know that Sam is not my man but there is a possibility that if I SEE him in a loving embrace with another female, I MAY get the impression that he is dating her.......anyone MAY get that impression......IT IS ALL ABOUT PERCEPTION.
My perception of a situation I see WILL BE completely different from someone else's perception
With that in mind.....I do not know what Sam's perception or thought would be if he SAW YumYum and I hanging out........nor do I want to find out if my position it to "OBSERVE".
Now, you tell me...............
When I express my desire to not be around when doing business with Sam, YumYum became upset and told me that I should not stop living my life because of him..........
Bff, I completely understand what and where YumYum is coming from BUT, I HAVE TO RIGHT TO HANDLE SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE AS I PLEASE!
I am heated......so, I am gonna end this entry right here................until tomorrow!
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