So Bff, yesterday was a quiet day.......I did not do much....watch some TV, rested.......reflected........Are we living the dream?
I have been doing an immense amount of reading about the change that will happen this year......the change in consciousness...............ahaha........the media really has the masses thinking that it is a doomsday thing........like Y2K.....lawd, I flipped the fuck out when I heard about Y2K, lol.....I went absolutely crazy......stopped paying my bills, started stashing and hiding money in the house, stock piling groceries and non perishables, had my son's father come stay with us for a week, was in the process of getting attack dogs and a barbed wire fence around the house........I was so brainwashed Bff, it was sad!!!!!!! I am so happy I woke up and am still waking up...........hope you are too!!!!!!
This thing with YumYum is.........so fucking pleasurable I don't know if I WANT TO STOP! I go back and forth with him all of the time.....I love the way he makes my body feel......I hate the guilt associate with the feelings he give me........I know when we are around each other, I have him going in all directions at once.....while at the same time, making sure that he is in the same place..........
Someone told me, "It gets better with time", that was not a lie......I swear Bff, every time I am with YumYum, it just gets better and better.......never in my wildest dreams (which are actually reality) did I ever think I would feel these pleasures.............wait, wait a minute Bff, pleasure is not the right word..........
I have gotten to the point where I sit at work, thinking about this man eating my fat juicy pussy.......what the fuck is really going on?
I slyly smile, the smile of shame when I think of him........but it is not only his oral skills, his dick skills are equally intense......I don't know which I love and want more, shameful for me to admit...............
Bff, I know this has to end............this shit can't continue to go on........
All day, all we did was go back and forth fucking and suckin..............Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I gotta do this................I can't continue to feed my addiction..........some thing's gotta give..............
I gotta make some executive decisions........Decisions..........Decisions.........ohh this is gonna cause me to scream!!!!!! What to do, what to do? Bff, I am pulling out my hair over this................
Gotta grow the fuck up..........make a decision and stick with it........
Why does it seem like the things that bring the most physical pleasure are always the worst things for you?
I have been doing an immense amount of reading about the change that will happen this year......the change in consciousness...............ahaha........the media really has the masses thinking that it is a doomsday thing........like Y2K.....lawd, I flipped the fuck out when I heard about Y2K, lol.....I went absolutely crazy......stopped paying my bills, started stashing and hiding money in the house, stock piling groceries and non perishables, had my son's father come stay with us for a week, was in the process of getting attack dogs and a barbed wire fence around the house........I was so brainwashed Bff, it was sad!!!!!!! I am so happy I woke up and am still waking up...........hope you are too!!!!!!
This thing with YumYum is.........so fucking pleasurable I don't know if I WANT TO STOP! I go back and forth with him all of the time.....I love the way he makes my body feel......I hate the guilt associate with the feelings he give me........I know when we are around each other, I have him going in all directions at once.....while at the same time, making sure that he is in the same place..........
Someone told me, "It gets better with time", that was not a lie......I swear Bff, every time I am with YumYum, it just gets better and better.......never in my wildest dreams (which are actually reality) did I ever think I would feel these pleasures.............wait, wait a minute Bff, pleasure is not the right word..........
I have gotten to the point where I sit at work, thinking about this man eating my fat juicy pussy.......what the fuck is really going on?
I slyly smile, the smile of shame when I think of him........but it is not only his oral skills, his dick skills are equally intense......I don't know which I love and want more, shameful for me to admit...............
Bff, I know this has to end............this shit can't continue to go on........
All day, all we did was go back and forth fucking and suckin..............Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I gotta do this................I can't continue to feed my addiction..........some thing's gotta give..............
I gotta make some executive decisions........Decisions..........Decisions.........ohh this is gonna cause me to scream!!!!!! What to do, what to do? Bff, I am pulling out my hair over this................
Gotta grow the fuck up..........make a decision and stick with it........
Why does it seem like the things that bring the most physical pleasure are always the worst things for you?
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