Why, Why, Why, BFF did I miss my colonic yesterday.................when I got home from the boat ride, I passed out and did not even hear my alarm go off......I jumped out of bed to find that I had 30 minutes to get to the city.........lolol............
Thank goodness Nacim is cool.......she rescheduled me for today..........and yes BFF, I made sure I went to my appointment this morning......I really needed to be around Nacim, absorb some of her energy and get that shit sucked out of me and my life, lolol..........
Weekends are hard for me...........I have no structure on the weekends with regards to my spiritual routine........I get up and just keep moving instead of taking the same time out to give thanks, pray and meditate............today was different, I wanted to be in the zone........I wanted to intensify the effect of the colonic so that I could hopefully remain at peace during the week............let's see what happens..........
Do I really have to mention the fact that YumYum is still on my mind............do I have to mention the fact that YumYum and I still talk all day, everyday...........No, lol..........I think YumYum is my earth angel.........thank you God!!!!!!!!
So, BFF, the colonic was GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Just the spiritual boost I needed, not to mention I felt lighter and had more energy........I did not go to dance class, I felt that there were more important things to spend my money on today...........
BFF, I have had 2 spiritual readings within the course of a year and a half..........neither reader knew me or anything about me.......neither reader asked specific questions of me...........both readers told me the same thing..........
I bet you wanna know what they told me, right, lol? Well, they both told me that I have high spiritual energy and that is where my focus should be in order for me to live the life of my dreams...........hmmmm.....now that is very interesting...........
Let me tell you a quick story BFF about me so that you will understand why I think this is interesting........
If you recall, I have mentioned that as a child I always felt and knew there was energy or an entity looking after me....its presence was very strong at all time, even now..........I would hear and see things, be able to move things.....sense others emotions.....sense things before they happened......well, BFF as a child it scared me.........as an adult, it intrigues me and makes me feel at peace......I long to be one with it, long to be closer to it all of the time.............
Not too long ago, it was in me, with me, it was me......I radiated the light.........I felt the light in everything I did, said and thought.....the light was me and I was the light........
Thank goodness Nacim is cool.......she rescheduled me for today..........and yes BFF, I made sure I went to my appointment this morning......I really needed to be around Nacim, absorb some of her energy and get that shit sucked out of me and my life, lolol..........
Weekends are hard for me...........I have no structure on the weekends with regards to my spiritual routine........I get up and just keep moving instead of taking the same time out to give thanks, pray and meditate............today was different, I wanted to be in the zone........I wanted to intensify the effect of the colonic so that I could hopefully remain at peace during the week............let's see what happens..........
Do I really have to mention the fact that YumYum is still on my mind............do I have to mention the fact that YumYum and I still talk all day, everyday...........No, lol..........I think YumYum is my earth angel.........thank you God!!!!!!!!
So, BFF, the colonic was GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! Just the spiritual boost I needed, not to mention I felt lighter and had more energy........I did not go to dance class, I felt that there were more important things to spend my money on today...........
BFF, I have had 2 spiritual readings within the course of a year and a half..........neither reader knew me or anything about me.......neither reader asked specific questions of me...........both readers told me the same thing..........
I bet you wanna know what they told me, right, lol? Well, they both told me that I have high spiritual energy and that is where my focus should be in order for me to live the life of my dreams...........hmmmm.....now that is very interesting...........
Let me tell you a quick story BFF about me so that you will understand why I think this is interesting........
If you recall, I have mentioned that as a child I always felt and knew there was energy or an entity looking after me....its presence was very strong at all time, even now..........I would hear and see things, be able to move things.....sense others emotions.....sense things before they happened......well, BFF as a child it scared me.........as an adult, it intrigues me and makes me feel at peace......I long to be one with it, long to be closer to it all of the time.............
Not too long ago, it was in me, with me, it was me......I radiated the light.........I felt the light in everything I did, said and thought.....the light was me and I was the light........
It took hard work and disciple to get to that point.........I guess I was feeling myself so much........so much so that my routine became obsolete..........I felt like it was my birthright and I no longer had to do any work to maintain it....boy was I wrong..............slowly everything that I had, I lost........but the great thing about it is.....BFF, I know that once I start up again, it will be so much better than it was the first time around........that is the joy of life BFF, learning from your mistakes and improving your qualitiy of life because of them...........and that is what I am doing.....I am slowly getting back into the swing of things..........
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