Oh Shit...BFF, I did not go to dance class today...being that it is a holiday weekend, I figured I would email my dance teacher to make sure she was teaching today......
Hours after class, I received an email from my teacher apologizing for not responding sooner and informing me that she did teach class today.........fuck.......I really enjoy dancing.....ohh well there is my private lesson and classes next week, no big deal........
So, I decided to clean and prepare for the week to come.......I walked Starr (Sam's dog, long story) and talked on the phone for the most part of the day.......I find that if I don't go to class on Sunday's, I really don't do much.....but that is not a bad thing......
For the most part, my Sundays used to consist of me hanging out or trying to figure out if Sam wants to hang out with me.......since I get the feeling he is upset with me...today, I will rest........tomorrow I will rest......Tuesday I will rest because I am off, so now you know, lol.
Communication with Mr. Lovel is the same........nothing gained nothing lost.........
Communication with BigDaddy is the same..........at least he is open enough to tell me that he has things to do but he does not allow that to prevent him from communicating with me...........
I did speak with Steve today.......quite an interesting individual..enlightened...knowledgeable..articulate..damn he can talk. At one point during our conversation, he was talking so much, I fell asleep and woke up to him still talking, lolol.
As I sit and write to you, I wonder if I am blocking my blessings....you know, by me having these "non significant encounters and/or relationships".....maybe I should not communicate with any male who is not serious minded about relationships. Don't get me wrong, I believe it is good to have friends, but I may be preventing my "true soul mate" from cross my path by allowing myself to be occupied by these artificial relationships I have created in my life.......Now Juicah, that is something to really think about.....hmmmmmm
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