Eclispe...........................

According to Wikipedia "a lunar eclipse occurs when the moon passes behind the earth so that the earth blocks the sun's rays from striking the moon. This can occur only when the Sun, Earth, and Moon are aligned exactly, or very closely so, with the Earth in the middle. Hence, there is always a full moon the night of a lunar eclipse. The type and length of an eclipse depend upon the Moon's location relative to its orbital nodes. The most recent total lunar eclipse occurred on December 21, 2010, at 08:17 UTC. The next total lunar eclipse on June 15, 2011 will be a central eclipse, visible over Europe and South America after sunset, over Africa and most of Asia, and Australia before sunrise.

Unlike a solar eclipse, which can only be viewed from a certain relatively small area of the world, a lunar eclipse may be viewed from anywhere on the night side of the Earth. A lunar eclipse lasts for a few hours, whereas a total solar eclipse lasts for only a few minutes at any given place."

Did we all get that, today there will be a total lunar eclipse.  BFF, I am sure you are asking, "What the fuck does this all mean to me?" lol.  Well, let's put it like this.  The alignment of the stars, planets, earth and moon effect the water, the earth and our emotions.  Think about it like this, up to 60% of the human body is water, the brain is composed of 70% water, and the lungs are nearly 90% water, lean muscle tissue contains about 75% water by weight, as is the brain; body fat contains 10% water and bone has 22% water and about 83% of our blood is water.  So with that being said, we too are effected by what happens in the sky, lol.

You may not notice or be too intuned, but I am.  I feel things so very intensely, I welcome the thought of being connected to something that is great than me, connected to nature, the universe, God!  Working with the energies to move things, make situations happen, open the doors of opportunity, wow, the sky is the limit.  Ohh BFF sorry for going off on a tangent, but this is so very exciting if you knew what I know (wink!).

With the eclipse approaching, I must say, I FEEL GREEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAATTTT! (like Tony the Tiger would say, but put some ghetto in it, lol).  But I have noticed things............noticed..........how certain people have started to contact me..........hmmmmm!

I know I am not going crazy, people from your past contact you for all different reasons.  As for me, if more than 3 people from, scratch that, if more than 3 men from my past contact me within the course of a 24 hour period within a week of an astrological event, it is not a coincident. It is directly related to what is going on in the sky.  Yup, you got that right, it happened to me.

So, yesterday was the beginning of contact, lol.  Shaking my head as my phone vibrates and I see the names, "DO NOT ANSWER" or "DIS EASE", yeah, I know what the fuck this is about, and "fuck" is exactly what they wanted to do, lolol.

Let me get this straight, by NO MEANS am I saying or do I think that I am the most beautiful woman on the face of the earth. I am far from conseated, stuck up or boschie, I will tell you that..................................

 I KNOW I AM ONE SEXY BITCH!   LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

So to me, if a man from my past is contacting me, it is only for one reason, to fuck! (There is so much more to me than just that, when will they realize?)

With such urgency...........talking to me like we communicate every day........."I have to see you", "Can't wait to see you".......is that right?  I know I don't have "Sucka" tattooed across my forehead in invisible ink that only men can see, lol.

See, I notice things......this is not a coincident...........let's go back and look at other meanings for eclipse.......

According to the "Free Dictionary Online", eclipse can mean: "The partial or complete obscuring", "To obscure; darken", "A temporary or permanent dimming or cutting off of light" or "To obscure or diminish in importance, fame, or reputation". 

Now, that is quite interesting.... very interesting.............

Hmmmmmmm, now, when I clear my mind, it comes to me.......so bright, so obvious............See, life is a bit more involved than what is on the surface.  Sometimes you have to gather facts, step back and let the truth come to you..............

My truth............the truth.........are two different things...........

People who "were" in your life in the past, but do not remain there currently, are in the past for a reason.  Now let's calm down and open up for a moment to get this one... lolol......

When you are on the right path.........when you are following the light........the past.....demons.....will catch up with you to try to prevent you from all your blessings ahead............try to block or "obscure" your path...........no one is exempt from this....well, no one who is following the light.......

Ok, now this is getting good......what matters the most, in situations like this, is how you DECIDE to FEEL, ACT, REACT AND THINK, when this happens.......with a clear mind......with wisdom..............you will not be effected by the "eclipse".......you will not be negatively effected by those people of your past who are trying to snatch your light from you........(hahaha, I am writing this for me also, BFF, MUAH!)  You will be so intuned with yourself and nature that you will be able to experience situations from the point of observing them, while being involved in them.  You will be able to identify when you are experiencing an "eclipse".

I feel so deeply about energy, karma and the like.......I make it my business to overstand (yes, I wrote that) or at least I try to.........

My eclipse, although it assisted in my good feelings..........it also took a toll on me.............contemplating.......wondering....pondering.....this is nerve racking........my emotions, desires......ohh the pleasures......they haunt me............my heart skips a beat..........you know what you do to me.......my eclipse......the memories......................I sit back and see my emotions, feel my emotions, see myself going through this experience.....................

Although I feel, I observe other's behavior.............I observe my feelings.................I don't react....................I just observe........................clarity comes with observation.......................

You see........the eclipse means so much to me.......................it has opened the door for me to see...............see things more clearly......................see what is ahead and behind me......................