Insanity is not being of "a sound mind".
Juicah's definition of insanity is "the act of doing something consecutively the same way, expecting a different result." This is what I call, "the crazies".
At times we are all insane, we fight with bouts of "the crazies"...........I fight with them daily.......thinking.....believing......knowing that if I try one more time, just once more, things will be different........I know I am not the only person who does this......experiences this.............succumbs to this thing I call, "the crazies".
I find myself blindly thinking that people will treat me the way I treat them.....that people will look at my actions and reciprocate the same.............it never takes long for me to feel, see and realize the truth, I am infected by "the crazies".
The disappointment, hurt, confusion and uncertainty felt as a result of "the crazies" should be enough to make me snap.........snap the chain.............stop "the crazies" from infecting me................my spirit is so strong.............my love is so deep...............maybe "the crazies" are a part of me? so to speak...................
And once again.......I am here..........wondering why I allow "the crazies" to take over me.........why do I give so willingly?....................
My longing for what I feel I deserve...propels me to hunt.......compels me into "the crazies", lol!
I go through this all of the time.......you would think.........I would learn.........are "the crazies" a disease embedded in my DNA?.......how do I cure this? Or am I just insane?
Perhaps......stay away.........maybe.........give up hope..........stop being who I am.......for that would be the death of me.............so I battle "the crazies".........losing every time............battered and defeated...............will victory ever be mine?................my faith is strong and unwavering.............if only one more time...............I have to draw the line..........in order for me to receive my blessings...........I must look ahead and leave "the crazies" behind......................
Juicah's definition of insanity is "the act of doing something consecutively the same way, expecting a different result." This is what I call, "the crazies".
At times we are all insane, we fight with bouts of "the crazies"...........I fight with them daily.......thinking.....believing......knowing that if I try one more time, just once more, things will be different........I know I am not the only person who does this......experiences this.............succumbs to this thing I call, "the crazies".
I find myself blindly thinking that people will treat me the way I treat them.....that people will look at my actions and reciprocate the same.............it never takes long for me to feel, see and realize the truth, I am infected by "the crazies".
The disappointment, hurt, confusion and uncertainty felt as a result of "the crazies" should be enough to make me snap.........snap the chain.............stop "the crazies" from infecting me................my spirit is so strong.............my love is so deep...............maybe "the crazies" are a part of me? so to speak...................
And once again.......I am here..........wondering why I allow "the crazies" to take over me.........why do I give so willingly?....................
My longing for what I feel I deserve...propels me to hunt.......compels me into "the crazies", lol!
I go through this all of the time.......you would think.........I would learn.........are "the crazies" a disease embedded in my DNA?.......how do I cure this? Or am I just insane?
Perhaps......stay away.........maybe.........give up hope..........stop being who I am.......for that would be the death of me.............so I battle "the crazies".........losing every time............battered and defeated...............will victory ever be mine?................my faith is strong and unwavering.............if only one more time...............I have to draw the line..........in order for me to receive my blessings...........I must look ahead and leave "the crazies" behind......................
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